Hai, I am a 23 year girl.To my misfortune I was raped by my brother in law.At that time I don't know what he is doing as I was below 8 year old and also not in periods(matured).His age may be around 15.This happened 3 times with a gap may be 1 week -1 year. For first 2 times i got bleeded but for 3rd time it is not seen bleeding.I saw some white liquid comming out his penis.At the age of 11 I got matured from then, I don't have any contact with any guy.I also ride bicycle from the age of 15.
Do my hymen hurt ?
Am i a virgin now?
Will it bleed on my firstnight?
I am a south indian going to marry a south indian guy,I am in a doubt how he(fiance) would react if the truth is known to him,but hidding it from him, i feel like cheating him.May I hide the truth/reveal it?This is the biggest secret in my life know to me alone.so please........ help me what I with have to do?