I had only girls for playmates in my neighborhood. When I was about 6 we discovered our differences and often spent time examining each other very closely. In particular they were quite fascinated by the stand up trick my toy could do. That lasted 2 or 3 years then as my horizons expanded and I began socializing with other guys further away from my house we learned about masturbation and began doing that together. That lasted a few years.
So don't get worried about something that interests you right now. I'm sure it will change and you'll be interested in something else. At your age your body chemistry is developing sexually so you are interested in all sexual things. Lesbian porn is a more loving type of porn than the male slam bang stuff and I think it would interest a girl more. (just my opinion)
You say you have a crush on a boy so that seems to show where your mind really is. But it doesn't really matter. So what if you find you like girls better or maybe both girls and boys/ That's OK.
You'll most likely get tired of the porn so you don't spend as much time looking at it. Trying to make yourself stop probably won't do much except cause you a lot of stress.
Plus i'm 15 and i love watching girls fingering them self but at the same time i love boys . idk if i'm bi.
But in real life i dont think of girls like that .
I've been looking everywhere for advice and I just saw here it probably is growing up through puberty and I think that is right because I dnt think I could ever actually be with a girl!
I went through the faze as well and that's all it is, is curiosity and a faze. What I realized is I'm bisexual. I'm aslo thirteen as well. I found out I was bisexual by this: I used to look up lesbian porn all the time, I used to crave it. One day my mom found out, yes, I was embarrased, but she understood and all parent's should because all mother's and father's went throgh the faze as well even though they don't want to admit it. After a while if your looking up lesbian porn dosen't stop and your strictly attracted to women then your a lesbian, but if after a while your attracted to both sex's then your bisexual, but is you quit looking up lesbian porn after a while then your straight. Same for guy's it's just they would be looking up gay porn instead of lesbians and the sex's would be switched a little too. So if you have a boyfriend then he's gone through it too. I also got pregnate at the age of 12, but i have the baby. I also have a girlfriend who went through the same thing I did and loves my daughter like I did. No i had the baby with a dude, cause luckily I'm bi. And don't be ashamed of who you are the only person who has to accept you is YOU.
I have the same problem as u except worse I think, instead of looking at lesbian I look at porn and sex sites such as
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. I actually want to feel what it's like but I'm to young and I also want to play with different types of toys to feel how it's like. I don't know how to stop it. I mean this is the third time I keep doing it for example in 2008 I was caught by my sister who told my mom and I was scolded and I managed to stop for around 1 and a half year, then I started doing it again in 2011 and I forgot to delete my history and my mom found out and beat me up and scolded me again. And then this time in 2012 I'm doing it again and right now non stopping. If anyone knows how to help me stop my addiction please help me I'm really scared. Please help me!!!