advice? find a girl. men are bad at it, lmao, have no idea what they are doing. i relate to you exaclty. im 13, masturbate when nobodys around/or asleep, and want to be eaten out like hell. my input? ask one of your friends if you can have a sleepover when her parents arent home. make sure shes bi or lesbian or soemthing, and doesnt have strict parents. make sure u know what kind of girl she is and make inferences if she is the kinda girl that would be into it, like a bad girl. dont do it with anyone older than you, its dangerous and you dont want your first memory of this bein with some rando. at the sleepover, flirt a little bit, make sure she knows that you want to be eaten out, not by her specifically. then, later in the night, flirt some more, compliment her boobs and her face. try not to be weird about it. tell her you like her, that shes cute. ask her about this kind of oral sex if shes into it. remind her the whole house is empty, you have it to yourselves, that it will be pleasurable. strip or do something sexy, kiss her. hopefully this will work if you find the baddest girl you can find your age ;) good luck. also make sure you have read some pointers on how to lick a p***y, its NOT like it is on porn.
lol, I doubt the OP is still tracking this thread...over a year later.
However, only YOU know who you can trust with something this private.
I was 11 when a 9 year old neighbor friend said to me "let's do sex" lol. I had seen some VHS videos and magazines of women before, so I tried to emulate what I had seen and do those things with my friend. She actually pointed where she wanted me to perform on her. We were kids, dirty kids, literally. It was gross and I scoffed at what I saw where she pointed at lmao. I was like NOPE, I kissed it, and we put her pants back on and went back to playing with our bikes and scooters. We messed around a few times over the next couple of months until my family moved away. It was interesting and although we were way too young to be doing that c**p, I learned a few things that helped me be more confident for when I got older.
I often wonder what became of her... today when I hear stories about young girls being sexually abused or exposed to sexual things early and having their life "ruined" because of it, I hope she wasn't affected in that way by our experience. I look back and wonder if she was abused in her home or became the "school s***" because of it, I remember her parents being the shady type and looking back at things now, she probably learned those things from them. She was after all the one who initiated it with me, and at the time I had not ever even imagined doing those things until she brought it up.
I hope she is doing ok, and if I ever met her today I would thank her for helping me to learn way back then. But If I ever caught my kids doing what I did at that age I would beat the living c**p out of them lmao! I'm almost 40 today, I guess times were a bit different back then as well?