My friend and I masturbated together. The first and second times, we used our own penises, then the third time we switched penises. Wow, did that feel good. A few times more, and we started sucking each other. Now, we suck each other everywhere, including in the McDonalds drive threw. The guy giving us our food just said Enjoy!
When you say he wont feel your penis, are you saying that because he told you that or are you just guessing? If he told you that, then think about what and how he said it. Did he say it wouldn't happen, or did he just say he wouldn't return the hand job? He could have been saying that he would let you play with him and possibly suck his penis, but that he would only allow you to do it and him to just enjoy it.
I've had a few friends like that in the past. It was not someone that you will have as a boyfriend and will likely only last a few months (although I had one friend that we continued this one way thing for a couple of years). I did meet other guys that would do things back with me and had fun with them, but that friend of mine was someone that I really wanted to be able to do things with (even if it was a one way thing). Eventually, you will find someone who you will be ready to have more of a relationship with.
Remember that this is dependent on how he reacted when you asked him if you could touch him. If you haven't actually spoke to him about this, then your saying that he wont feel your penis is just a guess I'm assuming. If that's the case, than you have to decide how you think he would react to you asking him. If he has spent the night with you, then you might have some sort of idea of how he might react.
It makes me hard.
wish I did this with my friend when we were young, we would smoke some weed and it would have been to touch his penis and jerk him off or give him head and more we were young he was 17 I was 15 were talking back in the 70's when this stuff was not open like