Guys..Pls..I am putting my entire lifestory here...i wanna know if m a gud person..pls..m into such a ethical issue..m 19 years old..i m fair and 5'5 and slim..(useless unfo)..basically from a little traditional family..but ever since i am young..,i used to have a doubt if i was a lesbian..after i grew up,,i clarified i m not.i started gaining interest in men..OK..FINALLY STARTING..When i was in my 9th class..a boy..told it ll be good and licked my breasts and touched me down there.didnt do anything more.But it was not in my interest and i didnt know what it was..(was an ignorant fool)..in my 10th..i developed a crush on a boy(completly we make an unmatching pair)..he s good and am good..but..he s too fast in sex..he fingered me,tried to insert his one into me-twice...never went inside..and within 2minutes of trying..I used to get to my senses and think its wrong and get away from him....he started irritating me for more..i clearly saw whats coming and we broke up..Then came..my love.:'-(..i love him to the coreeeee...he couldnt bear it the first time i told him my ex saw me nude..he couldnt bear it..even afterwards he continued taking care of me..but..he used to restrict me from talking to my friends(guys)just because once or twice they mentioned that they feel its would be nice if i would be their gf..i told him m not talking to them..but they are like..really good friends...whenever he sees my mobile and sees contact list that i am talking to them..he used to make such a bigg fuss out of it..he s such a private person..but,all of them and i have lots of common friends..its not as easy to say to cut up with them..wouldnt look good on my social part..recently.i told him that my ex tried to insert my penis..nd end of story.he called me all hell bad words on earth..(he always scolds me with bad words)..coming to physical relation,i never had sex with him..i only told him because i dont want to cheat him ever in life.coming to myself,i fingered few times..mostly with 1finger only..one time when i eput 2,i bleeded(just a drop)..dts it..now..he doesnt turst me nymore..he says''What more should i investiage?what more hell do you still have in you?You keep telling me secrets in instalments?You almost had sex or sex maybe?You keep messaging your friends in secret''But..pls understand..never thought of hiding from him..he s my love...i dont want to cheat him..when it was initial stage of our relation,couldnt tell him all these because i never thought i would love him...then,why would i tell him?Coming to the point,his age is 25..dunno..am i wrong?Is it wrong to tell a man that you had sex with your ex..Btw,I live in India..traditional families nd stuff...pls pls pls temme iwhat type of character is mine?Am i wrong or he wrong?PLS PLS PLS I BEG YOU to clarify MY LIFE??SHOULD I GO FOR COUNSELLING?
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Your not a bad person! You did nothing wrong! You never cheated on him, you dont lie to him, your honest to him! But he's posseive, he gets angry for you talking to your got friends, and for what you have done in the past...hun, you cant change the past. If he cant except who you are then....i think its time to get out of this relationship before something goes horribly wrong...possesive guys can be dangerous, going as far as stalking and murdering their partners when their partners are innocent! Please! For your own sake! Get out of this relationship before it gets dangerous! Date one of your kind friends, and if your boyfriend does anything violent call the police!
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He s 25yrs old..nd he behaves quite matured with others..always he tells me that he never does msitakes in life...he s making me mad..i need a doctor...plsssssssss.....do you know any online doctors?i want to die..The only mistake i have done is even to tell him now what happened long back stupidly telling truth...life partner etc..pls get me some online doctor..
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