Well my mom is 35 right[im 16] now and I just moved in with her in May. We kinda have a love and hate relationship. She has been on drugs as long as I can remember. She left us alot when I was young with my dad to take care of us[she left him 2]. For her drugs and her friends. Now that i live with her things havent really changed much. See My mom has been on stuff for like half of her life and still on it. When I was little I really didnt understand much at all.
Like alchol , needle,speed,acid,herion,OC's. You name it she has tried it. These day its anti depressants,alchol,kolnopins. She thinks she always need sinus pills,goody powders,tylonel. She takes them like candy,I always tell her she doesnt need them but she gets mad and say " my back is hurting or I have a cold,my head hurts".She's always makeing excuses to go to the doctor to get some pain meds. She thinks she is better now that she doesnt do the needle drugs. Recently she has found out that she has Hep.C. But yet she still drinks and take pills. She tells me that the doctar gives then 2 her but, she abuses then she will have like 40 and run out in a day or 2. Then she searches for a different doctor to get some more. Recently I found her over dosed on top of my fan. She was drooling from hre mouth and cursing me when i tried 2 help her up. To go 2 the bathroom. That was the night she recently camefrom rehab and the doctors told me and my uncle that she has been seeing four doctors. They knew by the presriptions that she had.
Well that has been like a month or 2 now and she hasnt got any better. She does havea job ay Mickey D's. But its only been a few days first job she has had in years. Before she started it she got really messed up on kolnipns. When I confrontedher about it she would get mad at throw things saying"im not messed up I try and Im not if i get accused of it I might as well do it."
I really dont know waht to do. She has been in and out of rehab clincs and jail but they seem not to have an effect on her. When she got out of rehab this last time she went to like 1 or 2 AA meetings then the next week she got messed up . I told hwer what was the use of those metings when u know ur not going 2 try.
When she got messed up about a week ago. On somas, she wanted to go job hunting. It was raingin outside my aunt was on the couch my mom walked up to her and asked her if she could borrow a "Rainbow!"....we were like What..she said..you know..a rainbow!
Everyone just looked at her my cousin said do u mean a unbrella Tammy? She goes yea yea. She embrasses me all the time to the point that I dont want to go out in public with her.
I cant take it she makes me crazy sum times! I have to watch her like a child like when she falls asleep with a cig in her mouth. When she gets drunk and tries to cook. It makes me want to move in with my dad, I dont want to because his new wife. WE dont get along!
If any1 caould give me advice or anything please do.
thank you
-Courtney
Like alchol , needle,speed,acid,herion,OC's. You name it she has tried it. These day its anti depressants,alchol,kolnopins. She thinks she always need sinus pills,goody powders,tylonel. She takes them like candy,I always tell her she doesnt need them but she gets mad and say " my back is hurting or I have a cold,my head hurts".She's always makeing excuses to go to the doctor to get some pain meds. She thinks she is better now that she doesnt do the needle drugs. Recently she has found out that she has Hep.C. But yet she still drinks and take pills. She tells me that the doctar gives then 2 her but, she abuses then she will have like 40 and run out in a day or 2. Then she searches for a different doctor to get some more. Recently I found her over dosed on top of my fan. She was drooling from hre mouth and cursing me when i tried 2 help her up. To go 2 the bathroom. That was the night she recently camefrom rehab and the doctors told me and my uncle that she has been seeing four doctors. They knew by the presriptions that she had.
Well that has been like a month or 2 now and she hasnt got any better. She does havea job ay Mickey D's. But its only been a few days first job she has had in years. Before she started it she got really messed up on kolnipns. When I confrontedher about it she would get mad at throw things saying"im not messed up I try and Im not if i get accused of it I might as well do it."
I really dont know waht to do. She has been in and out of rehab clincs and jail but they seem not to have an effect on her. When she got out of rehab this last time she went to like 1 or 2 AA meetings then the next week she got messed up . I told hwer what was the use of those metings when u know ur not going 2 try.
When she got messed up about a week ago. On somas, she wanted to go job hunting. It was raingin outside my aunt was on the couch my mom walked up to her and asked her if she could borrow a "Rainbow!"....we were like What..she said..you know..a rainbow!
Everyone just looked at her my cousin said do u mean a unbrella Tammy? She goes yea yea. She embrasses me all the time to the point that I dont want to go out in public with her.
I cant take it she makes me crazy sum times! I have to watch her like a child like when she falls asleep with a cig in her mouth. When she gets drunk and tries to cook. It makes me want to move in with my dad, I dont want to because his new wife. WE dont get along!
If any1 caould give me advice or anything please do.
thank you
-Courtney
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Get to sn alanon meeting as soon as possible call an alcoholism information center in your area or contact mental health for info. Good luck you you, if an alcoholic wants to die not much you can do except an intervention or get her deemed unfit and have her commited your choices are very limited.
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