The psychologist is ok i guess, and I like her I do, but I still have this... barrier that I cant let her past. There is only 1 person who has gotten past it, and well I dent her an e-mail earlier. I also just dont have faith at all that n e one can help either. Nothing is helping and nothing or anyone is helping with one of the main causes of everything either. I sent an e-mail to the therapist as well tho cuz its part of the contract i have right now. n there is so much new stuff coming up mentally and i dont understand it at all. it is all so confusing, scary and i dont know what to do about it or how to deal with it.
Thanks Cam.Diaz,
I am doing much better now. things got worse and worse for me, and unfortunatlly it took me having the cops called on me and being admitted to the hospital for 16 days and started on new meds. found out that i am bipolar n stuff. I do feel better tho and i am dealing with things day by day and as they happen. I am happier most days too and having more faith in things. One thing i cant figure out is y no one can help me with my medical issues. while in the psych unit, i had issues with my heart, yet the hospital couldnt figure out y. so confused