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i am 17 years old and have been smokeing since 13. iv never had a problem until my mom just recently found out that i have been smoken. she surprisenly wasnt mad because lets face it just about everyone has smoked weed....yes this means your parents probably smoked/smoke. she said her boyfriend was a drugdealer and captain of the wrestling team in high school and she stoped because it started maken her paranoid.
i am an athlete, played football, lax, and wrestled. im in perfect shape and have never had allergies or asthma or panic attack in the past. but the past few couple of times i smoked my heart has been beaten really hard and fast so i can here it. i can look into the mirror and where my heart is it appears as if i could almost see it through the skin. i cant even stand goin to the movies high anymore because of last night i felt like i heard people noticen how high i was and they were keep on talken, it took forever for the movie to actually start but i was wearen a highlighter shirt nd just felt like ppl noticed. it didnt help tht there was a lil kid kicken my seat behind me. i got nervous and walked out to go to the bathroom. i thought there was a door to my left but i ended up spinning into a wall lol. i noticed and walked too the other side and procedded to the bathroom. i felt sick and wanted to puke but couldnt. this couldv been becus i was dehydrated from cutten weight for mma but yea. i tried sucken it back up and goin to the movie which was cars 2 but couldnt focus on the movie until like the last 10 minutes nd i felt fine. i love smoken weed and its easy to get away with bcus im an athlete but i just dnt know anymore. i got a new job at ups and they dnt piss test so ima have hella bread but yea...sh*t sucks
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Here's my advice to anyone who has these experiences. Although it almost seems impossible at the time, tell yourself you're going to be okay. Your thoughts are usually what leads to this kind of things. If you allow yourself to keep thinking about a worst case scenario, it won't help, it will just make things worse. Try to do things that will keep your mind occupied. I try to stay active now while I'm high, walking around, going out places, etc. When i was getting high with my cousin in Miami i had told him about my experience, he was like that happens to a lot of people and that it's all in the mind. It's true, it really is all in your mind when you think about it. If you're scared to smoke again, it's not the weed, because weed won't kill you. It may react different to certain people, but take into consideration any health conditions those people have. MY BEST ADVICE is to try and focus on your happiness. You can smoke and enjoy it, you just need to be strong minded. If you're going through things in life, stressed, or depressed that can also be the reason your led to panic attacks. Once you see that you're progressing more, you're achieving things, and drawing that positive energy, smoking isn't much of a problem. It might always be on the back of your mind that "what if it happens again" but you have to tell yourself it won't, and that you won't allow it. You're in control of yourself, and panic attacks occur all in the mind. Control your mind, and control your panic attacks. You might not be able to completely stop them from encountering, but you can lessen the severity. If you read this post i thank you, and i also thank you for sharing your experiences because it made me more comfortable about sharing mine. One love to everybody and stay blessed.
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It was around 7months ago my first panic attack. My friend said he had packed a spliff with a ben and said wanna come smoke it? I happily agreed..Turned up at the park smoked it with him, however he let me have most of it. My throat began to feel really dry so we decided to walk to the newsagents to get a drink. I was fine up until 2-5minutes later where i started tripping out. The road started curving in on me. Everything felt like it was twisting and turning and walking to the newsagents which took 2minutes felt like it was taking an age. Finally we got a drink, coca cola. i took a few sips and it tasted of the pink mouth wash that dentists use. I accused my friend of spiking the weed with something, and suddenly became very paranoid. We got near my house he offered to come in and look after me. I refused and entered my house. My head was spinning I felt deluded/dazed and confused. I ran to the bathroom and was projectile vomiting everywhere. All of a sudden I thought i was going to die, panic struck me. In the panic I rang my parents to tell them I was hallucinating and seeing things caz i was so scared..They came back to the house within 30minutes. But by that time I was shaking in shock and panic. for a couple of days after that I felt confused and sketchy........then a couple of weeks later I decided to do weed again. I again took the vast majority of the weed supplied as i felt it wasn't hitting me. 2minutes later, I walked into the house where we were, and I felt a bubble come from my stomach all the way to my lungs...As soon as It hit them I was screwed, my heart was beating at a ridiculous pace. I started shaking and getting sketchy/paranoid. My throat got really dry again. I was taken to bed and constantly looked at the clock just to try and keep my head in the real world. I thought I was going to die again. I woke up the next morning and felt dazed/confused and very paranoid.
Ever since this experience i havn't touched weed again, however my dazed/confused and paranoid feeling as never left me and its caused me to have such negative thinking, bad memory and horrible panic attacks...its now been several months....does anyone have anything they can say to make it ease the thought of me having to live like this forever?
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