ooh my gosh, this was another panic attack for me after almost ten years (the third one).
We wen to party and they had MJ cake, and they warned me that it would be too strong, but I took couple of piees and had some wine and smoke a puff outside, too.
When I got home, I felt how stoned I was ause I didn't have any control over my thoughts (1st sign of panic)
Then I tried to watch something funny, but it was too late...I already set my panic thoughts into motion, and now I was trying to distract myself from my mind going off here and there...I was not able to stick with one thought and if I did think about something, it was hard for me to divert my thought to something else (simple)...I was victim to the Cannabis effect.
I walked outside with my friend to calm down, but I was shivering and my neck muscles felt soo stiff, which made me panic even more...
I went upstairs with myfriend and took some AntiAnxiety Pill (Clonepan) which I had not used in 4 years, but I kept it handy for situations like this.
Finally my friend took me to the hospital and the nurses were cool and told me, don't worry, you won't die, but my body was still shaking...they monitored my heart, cause it was beating fast (panic attack) and gave me a warm blanket and some relaxing meds so I slept and later went home with my wife, who came later. I was crying and asking the doctor if I was going to get better...(now I feel like a jerk)
After 7 hours, I still feel a little groggy, as if I have a concussion, but I hope it gets better tomorrow, once the Relaxing MEds wears off.
So we see how it goes..
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We wen to party and they had MJ cake, and they warned me that it would be too strong, but I took couple of piees and had some wine and smoke a puff outside, too.
When I got home, I felt how stoned I was ause I didn't have any control over my thoughts (1st sign of panic)
Then I tried to watch something funny, but it was too late...I already set my panic thoughts into motion, and now I was trying to distract myself from my mind going off here and there...I was not able to stick with one thought and if I did think about something, it was hard for me to divert my thought to something else (simple)...I was victim to the Cannabis effect.
I walked outside with my friend to calm down, but I was shivering and my neck muscles felt soo stiff, which made me panic even more...
I went upstairs with myfriend and took some AntiAnxiety Pill (Clonepan) which I had not used in 4 years, but I kept it handy for situations like this.
Finally my friend took me to the hospital and the nurses were cool and told me, don't worry, you won't die, but my body was still shaking...they monitored my heart, cause it was beating fast (panic attack) and gave me a warm blanket and some relaxing meds so I slept and later went home with my wife, who came later. I was crying and asking the doctor if I was going to get better...(now I feel like a jerk)
After 7 hours, I still feel a little groggy, as if I have a concussion, but I hope it gets better tomorrow, once the Relaxing MEds wears off.
So we see how it goes..
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This happened to me too! iv been smoking for several years now, about half way through high school (im a junior in college now) and i never had any problem smoking. i could smoke blunt after blunt after blunt and would eventually just fall asleep cause i was tired, but never experienced a panic attack. well this summer i went to amsterdam and ate some crazy boomers, after trippin for hours my friend, who also ate them, fainted and had a small seizure. it seriously freaked me out sooo much i thought we were all going to die. during this time i experienced my first panic attack but figured it would prolly never happen again. NOT TRUE. there have been several instances since iv come back to the US where iv smoked and experienced a panic attack. my tolerance for weed has gone down soo much, i can take one hit of a bowl and just be ripped.
Sometimes when i smoke too much i get these attacks. The first time it happened it felt like a giant wave came over my body, but all the following instances i know its about to come on because i get a tingly feeling in my legs. There is nothing worse than knowing about 30 seconds in advance that im about to have an hour-long panic attack. all of a sudden i cant feel anything on my body, i would try and grab my legs to get a grasp on reality and i literally couldnt feel a thing.
my heart races uncontrollably, really hard and really heavy. sometimes i even forget to keep breathing and have to keep reminding myself to take slow deep breaths. my palms become sweaty and one time i was having hot/cold flashes. A million thoughts are racing through my mind and all i wanna do is drink some water and eat some food to make it stop. i get supppper bad cotton mouth, to the point where i feel like im going to swallow my tongue. whenever i would try to eat, i couldnt even swallow without simultaneously drinking water because my whole throat was dry. i feel like i cant stand up cause i might faint. i couldnt stop shaking it was awful. my vision becomes super crisp its the weirdest feeling, and im super sensitive to all noise. i feel like i can hear every single conversation around me and its soo loud its just deathly irritating. the first few times it happened i grabbed my phone to text my friend to calm me down but i couldnt feel the phone in my hand and when i looked at it, it looked like it was magnified (same thing happens when i go on my computer) its the worst f**king feeling in the world, and i know im gonna be OK in the end, but during that time i just want it to stop.
this one time i refused to go in an elevator because i was so freaked out about being in a small closed area. i ended up laying in my bed trying to calm my heart down but whenever i closed my eyes it felt like i was free falling or floating and i would get dizzy so i would have to sit up. i thought this was happening just from smoking TOO much, but even after ripping this mini bong once it happened to me.
Sometimes when i smoke too much i get these attacks. The first time it happened it felt like a giant wave came over my body, but all the following instances i know its about to come on because i get a tingly feeling in my legs. There is nothing worse than knowing about 30 seconds in advance that im about to have an hour-long panic attack. all of a sudden i cant feel anything on my body, i would try and grab my legs to get a grasp on reality and i literally couldnt feel a thing.
my heart races uncontrollably, really hard and really heavy. sometimes i even forget to keep breathing and have to keep reminding myself to take slow deep breaths. my palms become sweaty and one time i was having hot/cold flashes. A million thoughts are racing through my mind and all i wanna do is drink some water and eat some food to make it stop. i get supppper bad cotton mouth, to the point where i feel like im going to swallow my tongue. whenever i would try to eat, i couldnt even swallow without simultaneously drinking water because my whole throat was dry. i feel like i cant stand up cause i might faint. i couldnt stop shaking it was awful. my vision becomes super crisp its the weirdest feeling, and im super sensitive to all noise. i feel like i can hear every single conversation around me and its soo loud its just deathly irritating. the first few times it happened i grabbed my phone to text my friend to calm me down but i couldnt feel the phone in my hand and when i looked at it, it looked like it was magnified (same thing happens when i go on my computer) its the worst f**king feeling in the world, and i know im gonna be OK in the end, but during that time i just want it to stop.
this one time i refused to go in an elevator because i was so freaked out about being in a small closed area. i ended up laying in my bed trying to calm my heart down but whenever i closed my eyes it felt like i was free falling or floating and i would get dizzy so i would have to sit up. i thought this was happening just from smoking TOO much, but even after ripping this mini bong once it happened to me.
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I was meeting my friend in the city, i havn't seen her for a while now. We walked up and down the city, trying to find something to do. So we went to mcdonalds and got a soft serve. we walked back to all the shops and saw one of our old friends that we havn't spoken to in ages. We were walking around. trying to find something to do, the girl that we just met up with asked us if we wanted to go to a park or somewhere, Because she had weed and a bong, Me and my friend where like why not, so we started walking up the streets of the city's sirens and lonliness.
We found a park, there was a few people around and a main road near, but they diddn't care. They just got the bong out and started making a mix. I was Kinda scared, I looked around constantly for anyone. The girl had the first bong, struggling to light the lighter because of the heavy wind. Then packed another one for my friend. Then finally me, I thought... why not? it's not that bad having a few bongs. I was avoiding the fact that I get really crazy when I smoke weed. Then I started Packing it...Lighting it...Sinking it in. When i blew it out, I could feel it coming out my lungs. I started looking around and started hearing a little ringing noise..thats when i knew it was staring to work. They passed it around again, then i had my second one, Packed it....Lit it.....Sunk it...Blew it out...Here it is, its happening once again. I could start to hear my heart beating. They were having a conversation, I was freaking out to myself.. why i wasnt invited in the conversation. But I could see myself just sitting there with my glasses on looking at the ground and not talking. I thought that I looked like a complete id**t. Ignoring my weird thoughts i told them that we should put the bong and weed away incase anyone see's it and that we should go back to the shops. So they put it away and then we started walking up to the shops. The park had big hills and it was so much effort walking up them. I was walking behind and they were walking infront. I kept thinking the craziest thoughts. I was thinking that they were moving away from me because they diddnt like me or something, or if they talked...they were talking about me. I was oviously really stoned. I wasnt talking, because everything was in my head.. I was so scared and paranoid...I kept overthinking everything, I just wanted out! As we were walking, I was looking at the ground (as i always do) but I diddn't wanna look around because I was scared of everyone around me. I don't know why, I was thinking if I am always like this.. of if its just the weed. I told both my friends to turn around, so i could look at their eyes..they were red as sh*t. I was told them how stoned they looked and then were said i know, then laughed.
We went into gloria jeans..there were so many people there, Like...Happy familys, Private school girls, Asians.. All the people made me so scared. I don't know why, I hated it so much...My heart was pounding so much. I looked at my 2 friends and thought, What if they're just out to get me..or if today was just a set-up, so they could just go and b***h about me to everyone else.....WTF was wrong with me? I tryed to make start a conversation, I said that I'm so not looking forward to christmas...The girl that we just recently met handed me her drink.. I was said no thanks i dont want any, She thought, what i just said was going towards her drink, like? I don't wanna wait till christmas to have a sip? I dont know, But i sat there confused for a few seconds. Then i told her that I'm not looking forward to christmas, cause then I have to see my dad and his family and they don't like me. But I think that I said a whole bunch of things that diddn't make sence. because straight after they laughed. I started thinking I was retarded Like LITTERALLY! I was full of mixed emoticons, Scared, Worried & Sad. I lifted my hand from my lap and realised that I was shaking, I showed my friend.. they were shocked, My friend felt my head. She said I had a tempeture. I Thought, Is this really happening? Gloria jeans started going all swirly, I felt like I was going to pass out. I looked around at everybody and Thought they were talking about us. I said that we should go, because i was feeling funny.
The three of us went and sat on a bench. My friends were talking really loud to eachother. I was just sitting there thinking what everyone around us was thinking. There were this group behind us, They were about 25, 3 girls and about 4 guys. I listened to them..I swear they were intimidating my friends and me. My emoticons went more to Sad but not anger. I never get angry for some stragne reason. I told them that i think the people behind us were Making fun of us, They said that there probly just talking about theirselfs. but i knew they wernt. But i diddn't say anything because i knew that one of them would go off at them. That would be embarrasing for me. I wanted to get away from the stupid people insulting us. I wanted to get away from everyone! Everyone was so shallow and they were f*****g my head up. So, wanting to get away from everyone, i said I should catch the bus home now, walking away from everyones non-sence, trying to put other things on my mind. One of my friends went the other way to her bus stop and my other one caught the bus with me because she lives down the road from me. from the courner of my eye, I saw the people walking up to us that were sitting behind us before, I diddnt wanna deal with there sh*t. So i went and checked the bus timetable. 15 minutes later the bus came and we got on it. I was sitting there thinking about all the people in my life and how they are so fake and that they are all out to get me, It was like i was realising that everyone is playing one big screwed up joke on me....and that all my conversations with these stupid people, were just to get information out of me..I was freaking out.
When I got home, I was thinking that theres no point of life and that no one cares about me. Everyone just thinks im stupid. Everyone just thinks im pointless. My life was one big screwed up joke..And I sat there, not knowing what to think. My heart pouned....I wanted to get out of the world. I fell asleep at 4pm and then woke up the next morning and started writing this. I still belive some of the things i was thinking about last night. And now i am determaned to get out of this city. I don't know If its the weed thats making me think these thoughts or if its just that weed makes you smarter. Weed f**ks up with my head and makes a big spiral of words and un-oped thoughts that i havn't wanted to think about before. And after this one day experience I just feel like theres no point of living anymore? Everyone in my life has and is- running away from me. Thanks for reading anyway.
We found a park, there was a few people around and a main road near, but they diddn't care. They just got the bong out and started making a mix. I was Kinda scared, I looked around constantly for anyone. The girl had the first bong, struggling to light the lighter because of the heavy wind. Then packed another one for my friend. Then finally me, I thought... why not? it's not that bad having a few bongs. I was avoiding the fact that I get really crazy when I smoke weed. Then I started Packing it...Lighting it...Sinking it in. When i blew it out, I could feel it coming out my lungs. I started looking around and started hearing a little ringing noise..thats when i knew it was staring to work. They passed it around again, then i had my second one, Packed it....Lit it.....Sunk it...Blew it out...Here it is, its happening once again. I could start to hear my heart beating. They were having a conversation, I was freaking out to myself.. why i wasnt invited in the conversation. But I could see myself just sitting there with my glasses on looking at the ground and not talking. I thought that I looked like a complete id**t. Ignoring my weird thoughts i told them that we should put the bong and weed away incase anyone see's it and that we should go back to the shops. So they put it away and then we started walking up to the shops. The park had big hills and it was so much effort walking up them. I was walking behind and they were walking infront. I kept thinking the craziest thoughts. I was thinking that they were moving away from me because they diddnt like me or something, or if they talked...they were talking about me. I was oviously really stoned. I wasnt talking, because everything was in my head.. I was so scared and paranoid...I kept overthinking everything, I just wanted out! As we were walking, I was looking at the ground (as i always do) but I diddn't wanna look around because I was scared of everyone around me. I don't know why, I was thinking if I am always like this.. of if its just the weed. I told both my friends to turn around, so i could look at their eyes..they were red as sh*t. I was told them how stoned they looked and then were said i know, then laughed.
We went into gloria jeans..there were so many people there, Like...Happy familys, Private school girls, Asians.. All the people made me so scared. I don't know why, I hated it so much...My heart was pounding so much. I looked at my 2 friends and thought, What if they're just out to get me..or if today was just a set-up, so they could just go and b***h about me to everyone else.....WTF was wrong with me? I tryed to make start a conversation, I said that I'm so not looking forward to christmas...The girl that we just recently met handed me her drink.. I was said no thanks i dont want any, She thought, what i just said was going towards her drink, like? I don't wanna wait till christmas to have a sip? I dont know, But i sat there confused for a few seconds. Then i told her that I'm not looking forward to christmas, cause then I have to see my dad and his family and they don't like me. But I think that I said a whole bunch of things that diddn't make sence. because straight after they laughed. I started thinking I was retarded Like LITTERALLY! I was full of mixed emoticons, Scared, Worried & Sad. I lifted my hand from my lap and realised that I was shaking, I showed my friend.. they were shocked, My friend felt my head. She said I had a tempeture. I Thought, Is this really happening? Gloria jeans started going all swirly, I felt like I was going to pass out. I looked around at everybody and Thought they were talking about us. I said that we should go, because i was feeling funny.
The three of us went and sat on a bench. My friends were talking really loud to eachother. I was just sitting there thinking what everyone around us was thinking. There were this group behind us, They were about 25, 3 girls and about 4 guys. I listened to them..I swear they were intimidating my friends and me. My emoticons went more to Sad but not anger. I never get angry for some stragne reason. I told them that i think the people behind us were Making fun of us, They said that there probly just talking about theirselfs. but i knew they wernt. But i diddn't say anything because i knew that one of them would go off at them. That would be embarrasing for me. I wanted to get away from the stupid people insulting us. I wanted to get away from everyone! Everyone was so shallow and they were f*****g my head up. So, wanting to get away from everyone, i said I should catch the bus home now, walking away from everyones non-sence, trying to put other things on my mind. One of my friends went the other way to her bus stop and my other one caught the bus with me because she lives down the road from me. from the courner of my eye, I saw the people walking up to us that were sitting behind us before, I diddnt wanna deal with there sh*t. So i went and checked the bus timetable. 15 minutes later the bus came and we got on it. I was sitting there thinking about all the people in my life and how they are so fake and that they are all out to get me, It was like i was realising that everyone is playing one big screwed up joke on me....and that all my conversations with these stupid people, were just to get information out of me..I was freaking out.
When I got home, I was thinking that theres no point of life and that no one cares about me. Everyone just thinks im stupid. Everyone just thinks im pointless. My life was one big screwed up joke..And I sat there, not knowing what to think. My heart pouned....I wanted to get out of the world. I fell asleep at 4pm and then woke up the next morning and started writing this. I still belive some of the things i was thinking about last night. And now i am determaned to get out of this city. I don't know If its the weed thats making me think these thoughts or if its just that weed makes you smarter. Weed f**ks up with my head and makes a big spiral of words and un-oped thoughts that i havn't wanted to think about before. And after this one day experience I just feel like theres no point of living anymore? Everyone in my life has and is- running away from me. Thanks for reading anyway.
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So I read every post.... thats right... every one of em... I thought that I was definately the only one that had this problem, obviously |I was totally wrong. Anyways, I am going to tell you my story... It's different then all the ones here, but at the same time its the same.
One fact that you'll need before i start, I have been clean for a year... i miss it and thats why i looked it up, to see if there was a way to stop it...
On to the story. I used to smoke... not alot mind you, I have a low tolerance... maybe 2 or 3 buds a day. I then moved in with this guy, who is like my best friend now, and he introduced me to the harder sh*t... shrooms, coke (only tried it once, and hated it {he quit too}) LSD and my all time favorite and what probably did me in; Ecstasy. So anyways, first time I do Ex, I do it at a rave (Best night ever :-D) About 3 days later I smoke some pot before i go to bed... not unusual... But I wake up freaking out. I have no idea what is going on, only that the entire left side of my body went numb and that my heart was pounding. So I just lay there with this freaked out expression (I was sleeping on my friend's couch) while everyone else is asleep. I had totally convinced myself that I was going to die. IT was the worst possible feeling I could have ever had in my life.
A couple days after this happened to me ( I didn't realize that pot was a factor ) I smoked out again and went on a drive to go smoke a friend of mine out. Halfway there it hit like a sumbitch... I ended up jumping outta my car and flagging someone down, they drove me about a half mile telling me they were gonna get their phone at their house and call 911... till I realized my phone was in my pocket ( 8-| Freaking out stoner moment) So I call 911 yadadadada and i get there and feel fine by the time i get there (they stabbed me like 6 times with needles to test my blood... Wonder what they found ;-)
On to the unique part
After this happened I couldn't do any kind of drug... that includes ibuprofen, asprin, booze, pot, ex, coffee, NOTHING without having panic attacks... and they happened while i was sober too!
The worst part? After doing ex for the first time I realized how happy a person I am... How much people sweat the small things... I have literally not been angry since then, but it's hard to enjoy it when you freak out... So this freaking out sh*t happened for a good 8 months after i went clean. Now I feel fine (still clean mind you, but I can drink, do ibuprofen, drink coffee etc. and feel fine). Kinda nice to now that I am not alone lol. Anyways, I just wanted to let you all know, I am going to fav this page and try smoking again in the near future... If all goes good then I will let you all know lol. Anyways, just wanted to input my two cents. Thanks for readin all.
One fact that you'll need before i start, I have been clean for a year... i miss it and thats why i looked it up, to see if there was a way to stop it...
On to the story. I used to smoke... not alot mind you, I have a low tolerance... maybe 2 or 3 buds a day. I then moved in with this guy, who is like my best friend now, and he introduced me to the harder sh*t... shrooms, coke (only tried it once, and hated it {he quit too}) LSD and my all time favorite and what probably did me in; Ecstasy. So anyways, first time I do Ex, I do it at a rave (Best night ever :-D) About 3 days later I smoke some pot before i go to bed... not unusual... But I wake up freaking out. I have no idea what is going on, only that the entire left side of my body went numb and that my heart was pounding. So I just lay there with this freaked out expression (I was sleeping on my friend's couch) while everyone else is asleep. I had totally convinced myself that I was going to die. IT was the worst possible feeling I could have ever had in my life.
A couple days after this happened to me ( I didn't realize that pot was a factor ) I smoked out again and went on a drive to go smoke a friend of mine out. Halfway there it hit like a sumbitch... I ended up jumping outta my car and flagging someone down, they drove me about a half mile telling me they were gonna get their phone at their house and call 911... till I realized my phone was in my pocket ( 8-| Freaking out stoner moment) So I call 911 yadadadada and i get there and feel fine by the time i get there (they stabbed me like 6 times with needles to test my blood... Wonder what they found ;-)
On to the unique part
After this happened I couldn't do any kind of drug... that includes ibuprofen, asprin, booze, pot, ex, coffee, NOTHING without having panic attacks... and they happened while i was sober too!
The worst part? After doing ex for the first time I realized how happy a person I am... How much people sweat the small things... I have literally not been angry since then, but it's hard to enjoy it when you freak out... So this freaking out sh*t happened for a good 8 months after i went clean. Now I feel fine (still clean mind you, but I can drink, do ibuprofen, drink coffee etc. and feel fine). Kinda nice to now that I am not alone lol. Anyways, I just wanted to let you all know, I am going to fav this page and try smoking again in the near future... If all goes good then I will let you all know lol. Anyways, just wanted to input my two cents. Thanks for readin all.
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hello every1, ok first this is mad how everybody gets this but i still think i get this far worse and its ruined my life suicidily (if thats a word) sometimes. I used to smoke too much weed since i was 13 for about 4 years growing up in spain so the (skunk) was 3 times as cheap. me n ma best m8 at the time smoked everyday b4, during, after school. full day sessions on weekends. anyway i moved back to england and got together with my old m8s who smoked weed to. i brought my bongs back and got them all into them lol.
Then 1 day i was having a fairly large joint with my m8 on the park and suddenly my heart started beating really fast. my mates voice was like echoeing in my head and it was the worst feeling ever i felt like i was going to pass out or something. I could get into the conversation because it was messing me up so i just stood up and went "come on" my legs completely went and i fell flat on the grass. i couldnt move my body i was awake though. my m8 was pissing himself and it was horrible. i came round and went home.
I dint think anything of it really, i though it was because i hadnt eaten lol so i went green a couple of weeks afte, watching tv smokin some weed at my m8s house and my vision completelly went black, that was horrible. did it again infront of people i didnt know, fainted again.
Then the final staw was on holliday. smoking white widow at an old m8s. dint know it where white widow, hit a bong. he was going on and on and i couldnt look at any1. i knew it was happening really strong as well. i said jack wheres your toilets m8, just 2 get outa way. i fainted over the bed. when i was out it felt like someone repeatedly was smashing my head against the floorit was sick. so then i quit my beloved weed
thinking it wad all over i was in the pub one night speaking to ma mums m8. i got the feeling i was panicking, not listening to her. i just ran off basically.
EVER SINCE, 1 AND 1/2 years ago i still get this horrible sh*t. i used 2 be a confident funny person, now im scared of every situation possible had to quit my job at the pub because i cnthold a conversation with any1. i cant be with girls when my m8s r there because im paranoid. sometimes i just think f**k it id rather die. i just want my old personality back so much. ive tried counsilling and it sounded like they understood panic attacks but it didnt help me. now i have herbal remidies and anxiety tablets 2 calm me down. but i think the main think thats got me is like mood swings and depression which all of this has led to. the main thing also is i cant laugh and when i force it out it spins me out. i get ultimate embarrassed and red when i shouldnt.
Sorry about the essay but somebody help please my my email or something my number is 07815681003 dnt ring me text me because ill panik lol btw i am going to try that xanax whoever said that and its nice to know it wore off with 1 person who gets it when ther sober.
Luke Younger
Then 1 day i was having a fairly large joint with my m8 on the park and suddenly my heart started beating really fast. my mates voice was like echoeing in my head and it was the worst feeling ever i felt like i was going to pass out or something. I could get into the conversation because it was messing me up so i just stood up and went "come on" my legs completely went and i fell flat on the grass. i couldnt move my body i was awake though. my m8 was pissing himself and it was horrible. i came round and went home.
I dint think anything of it really, i though it was because i hadnt eaten lol so i went green a couple of weeks afte, watching tv smokin some weed at my m8s house and my vision completelly went black, that was horrible. did it again infront of people i didnt know, fainted again.
Then the final staw was on holliday. smoking white widow at an old m8s. dint know it where white widow, hit a bong. he was going on and on and i couldnt look at any1. i knew it was happening really strong as well. i said jack wheres your toilets m8, just 2 get outa way. i fainted over the bed. when i was out it felt like someone repeatedly was smashing my head against the floorit was sick. so then i quit my beloved weed
thinking it wad all over i was in the pub one night speaking to ma mums m8. i got the feeling i was panicking, not listening to her. i just ran off basically.
EVER SINCE, 1 AND 1/2 years ago i still get this horrible sh*t. i used 2 be a confident funny person, now im scared of every situation possible had to quit my job at the pub because i cnthold a conversation with any1. i cant be with girls when my m8s r there because im paranoid. sometimes i just think f**k it id rather die. i just want my old personality back so much. ive tried counsilling and it sounded like they understood panic attacks but it didnt help me. now i have herbal remidies and anxiety tablets 2 calm me down. but i think the main think thats got me is like mood swings and depression which all of this has led to. the main thing also is i cant laugh and when i force it out it spins me out. i get ultimate embarrassed and red when i shouldnt.
Sorry about the essay but somebody help please my my email or something my number is 07815681003 dnt ring me text me because ill panik lol btw i am going to try that xanax whoever said that and its nice to know it wore off with 1 person who gets it when ther sober.
Luke Younger
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hello every1, ok first this is mad how everybody gets this but i still think i get this far worse and its ruined my life suicidily (if thats a word) sometimes. I used to smoke too much weed since i was 13 for about 4 years growing up in spain so the (skunk) was 3 times as cheap. me n ma best m8 at the time smoked everyday b4, during, after school. full day sessions on weekends. anyway i moved back to england and got together with my old m8s who smoked weed to. i brought my bongs back and got them all into them lol.
Then 1 day i was having a fairly large joint with my m8 on the park and suddenly my heart started beating really fast. my mates voice was like echoeing in my head and it was the worst feeling ever i felt like i was going to pass out or something. I could get into the conversation because it was messing me up so i just stood up and went "come on" my legs completely went and i fell flat on the grass. i couldnt move my body i was awake though. my m8 was pissing himself and it was horrible. i came round and went home.
I dint think anything of it really, i though it was because i hadnt eaten lol so i went green a couple of weeks afte, watching tv smokin some weed at my m8s house and my vision completelly went black, that was horrible. did it again infront of people i didnt know, fainted again.
Then the final staw was on holliday. smoking white widow at an old m8s. dint know it where white widow, hit a bong. he was going on and on and i couldnt look at any1. i knew it was happening really strong as well. i said jack wheres your toilets m8, just 2 get outa way. i fainted over the bed. when i was out it felt like someone repeatedly was smashing my head against the floorit was sick. so then i quit my beloved weed
thinking it wad all over i was in the pub one night speaking to ma mums m8. i got the feeling i was panicking, not listening to her. i just ran off basically.
EVER SINCE, 1 AND 1/2 years ago i still get this horrible sh*t. i used 2 be a confident funny person, now im scared of every situation possible had to quit my job at the pub because i cnthold a conversation with any1. i cant be with girls when my m8s r there because im paranoid. sometimes i just think f**k it id rather die. i just want my old personality back so much. ive tried counsilling and it sounded like they understood panic attacks but it didnt help me. now i have herbal remidies and anxiety tablets 2 calm me down. but i think the main think thats got me is like mood swings and depression which all of this has led to. the main thing also is i cant laugh and when i force it out it spins me out. i get ultimate embarrassed and red when i shouldnt.
Sorry about the essay but somebody help please my my email or something my number is 07815681003 dnt ring me text me because ill panik lol btw i am going to try that xanax whoever said that and its nice to know it wore off with 1 person who gets it when ther sober.
Luke Younger thanx
Then 1 day i was having a fairly large joint with my m8 on the park and suddenly my heart started beating really fast. my mates voice was like echoeing in my head and it was the worst feeling ever i felt like i was going to pass out or something. I could get into the conversation because it was messing me up so i just stood up and went "come on" my legs completely went and i fell flat on the grass. i couldnt move my body i was awake though. my m8 was pissing himself and it was horrible. i came round and went home.
I dint think anything of it really, i though it was because i hadnt eaten lol so i went green a couple of weeks afte, watching tv smokin some weed at my m8s house and my vision completelly went black, that was horrible. did it again infront of people i didnt know, fainted again.
Then the final staw was on holliday. smoking white widow at an old m8s. dint know it where white widow, hit a bong. he was going on and on and i couldnt look at any1. i knew it was happening really strong as well. i said jack wheres your toilets m8, just 2 get outa way. i fainted over the bed. when i was out it felt like someone repeatedly was smashing my head against the floorit was sick. so then i quit my beloved weed
thinking it wad all over i was in the pub one night speaking to ma mums m8. i got the feeling i was panicking, not listening to her. i just ran off basically.
EVER SINCE, 1 AND 1/2 years ago i still get this horrible sh*t. i used 2 be a confident funny person, now im scared of every situation possible had to quit my job at the pub because i cnthold a conversation with any1. i cant be with girls when my m8s r there because im paranoid. sometimes i just think f**k it id rather die. i just want my old personality back so much. ive tried counsilling and it sounded like they understood panic attacks but it didnt help me. now i have herbal remidies and anxiety tablets 2 calm me down. but i think the main think thats got me is like mood swings and depression which all of this has led to. the main thing also is i cant laugh and when i force it out it spins me out. i get ultimate embarrassed and red when i shouldnt.
Sorry about the essay but somebody help please my my email or something my number is 07815681003 dnt ring me text me because ill panik lol btw i am going to try that xanax whoever said that and its nice to know it wore off with 1 person who gets it when ther sober.
Luke Younger thanx
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So is this supposed to keep on happening or what? Its been 5 days sice i last smoked pot and i am getting major panic attacks. I am still very parinoid. I don't know what to do. I went to the hospital the night after i smoke cause i couldn't take it anymore. They sent me home with some benzo thats not really helping. My mind is freaking me out im having scary thoughts. I don't know what to do. Each time i have a panic attack its like im having it all over again. I feel very scared all the time now.. and paranoid about all kinds of thoughts that enter my mind.
please give some advice! :-(
please give some advice! :-(
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ok, this is for everyone who posted something on the topic. hopefully it will help because i wish i had someone to help me out when i was going through this. i smoked weed for the first time this summer. i loved it, so i smoked about 2-3 times a week all summer. at the end of summer i was ridin around and my and my friend and i were hittin a bowl of soul diesel. supposedly it was supposed to be pretty strong. about 10 minutes after we smoked, i was feelin great and then everything started to get weird. i was literally like a bad trip. i was seeing things in frames, things were turning into cartoonish figures, my heart was pounding, couldnt breath, my temples were pounding, my tongue felt like it was going to fall off, it was the most horrifying experience of my life. it lasted about an hour or so and then i eventually came down. that day, i felt so anxious and nervous and i couldnt control it. i kept searching things on the internet to see what happened to me and i found that weed causes panic attacks, something that a lot of people skip over before smoking. i read all about people who smoked and now have a major panic disorder and have to take a sh*t ton of meds the rest of my life. i thought my life was ruined. the next morning i woke up and still felt terrible. i knew i was gonna be like this forever, but i kept tellin myself it was all in my head. and it was.
a panic attack occurs because of a rush of adrenaline to the brain. weed does this. everyones brains are different and some peoples brains can only handle so much weed until their adrenaline spikes and causes you to have a panic attack that you can't control. one panic attack usually wont do anything to you cept shake you up for a couple weeks. the reason why people have panic disorders and multiple panic attacks is because they let it get to them and get insides their head. what you have to remember is that all that is happening is chemicals in your brain are out of wack. that's all. you are still the same person you were before and it's all in your head. panic disorders only happen because people get so worked up and keep feeding their panic with the fear of another panic attack, it eventually happens again and it becomes a cycle. if you dont let it get to you, you will be fine. the sooner you say, "I'm not afraid of having another panic attack, it's all in my head, and i can talk myself out of it if it happens," the sooner you will get better. if you dont feed your panic with fear, it has nothing to feed off of and you wont have another panic attack. ever.
after about a week that it happened i was still pretty shaky. when i was alone i would get nervous and very anxious and i hated it. i still thought i was going to have a panic disorder. but i kept telling myself that time heals everything and it will go away - AND IT DID. for about a month your life might suck like mine did because your constantly thinking about what happened and the fear of it happening again, but I PROMISE, if you tell yourself everyday you will be fine and its all in your head, slowly, day by day, it will start to go away and eventually it will disappear completely.
its been about 4 months since that happened and i feel 100% fine now, compared to those first weeks of hell. i even smoked for the first time since then last weekend! if you take it slow, you will be able to smoke again. you just cant be scared, cause if you are, the panic will set in.
i wrote a lot cause i feel very strongly about helping people like me. i hate to see people having chronic panic attacks when it could be totally avoided at the start. so please, for the people before me and the people that will come across this post later - no matter what you read on the internet this is the post to take to heart. i read so much stuff on the internet after i panicked and it only freaked me out more.
so please, just remember...the night is darkest just before the dawn and the dawn will always come. no matter how bad it looks, everything will get better in time, you just have to work at it.
hopefully it helped. happy travels.
- cole
a panic attack occurs because of a rush of adrenaline to the brain. weed does this. everyones brains are different and some peoples brains can only handle so much weed until their adrenaline spikes and causes you to have a panic attack that you can't control. one panic attack usually wont do anything to you cept shake you up for a couple weeks. the reason why people have panic disorders and multiple panic attacks is because they let it get to them and get insides their head. what you have to remember is that all that is happening is chemicals in your brain are out of wack. that's all. you are still the same person you were before and it's all in your head. panic disorders only happen because people get so worked up and keep feeding their panic with the fear of another panic attack, it eventually happens again and it becomes a cycle. if you dont let it get to you, you will be fine. the sooner you say, "I'm not afraid of having another panic attack, it's all in my head, and i can talk myself out of it if it happens," the sooner you will get better. if you dont feed your panic with fear, it has nothing to feed off of and you wont have another panic attack. ever.
after about a week that it happened i was still pretty shaky. when i was alone i would get nervous and very anxious and i hated it. i still thought i was going to have a panic disorder. but i kept telling myself that time heals everything and it will go away - AND IT DID. for about a month your life might suck like mine did because your constantly thinking about what happened and the fear of it happening again, but I PROMISE, if you tell yourself everyday you will be fine and its all in your head, slowly, day by day, it will start to go away and eventually it will disappear completely.
its been about 4 months since that happened and i feel 100% fine now, compared to those first weeks of hell. i even smoked for the first time since then last weekend! if you take it slow, you will be able to smoke again. you just cant be scared, cause if you are, the panic will set in.
i wrote a lot cause i feel very strongly about helping people like me. i hate to see people having chronic panic attacks when it could be totally avoided at the start. so please, for the people before me and the people that will come across this post later - no matter what you read on the internet this is the post to take to heart. i read so much stuff on the internet after i panicked and it only freaked me out more.
so please, just remember...the night is darkest just before the dawn and the dawn will always come. no matter how bad it looks, everything will get better in time, you just have to work at it.
hopefully it helped. happy travels.
- cole
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i feel like i have been depersonlize also . im 14 years old black and bout to be fifthteen. this what happen i had 10 dollars it was a sunny sunday i head to the part to meet my friends and her brother is a weed man. i got 2 dime bags .5 minutes later my mans come o homo come with another bag so it was6 people to 3 blunts.after i smoked we start acting stupid but i got depressed and i was six blocks away from home.i had to walk by myself all the way .when i got home i went straight to bed the to the shower my hard goin 100 miles per hour.im high but i no what im doing after i got out i went to bed ang got on my laptop ..next day i was still high a lil but i quit smoking and lts been 2 to 3 months since but i stay cold and sweaty having panic attack and anxiety attacks and i went to the doctor all my organs are good and all. but the attacks and the deprression the only thing im good at now is math i pray every day... i start eatin health hopin it will go away i have not smoked since :$ i hate to be alone by my self it feel like my inner boddi cold i no its the weed because i did not feel like dis before i smoked pleaseee. if u can leave a number great if you cant koo just help. ummm ok ttyl
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The feeling is differant for many people, some people get afraid to die, others get afraid of going insane and ect. I've had this experience as well, and it was the scariest thing in my life, but I found the cure for fixing it... I stopped smoking weed... sometimes it's just not for you.
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I used to smoke weed with my friend all the time and i was always perfectly fine. then about a month ago i smoked with another friend and i was fine at first then i started to trip. i was breathing really heavily, my whole body went numb and i couldnt see straight. it was the scariest thing of my life. it felt like i was stuck in a daydream or something. then it started to feel like i was no longer control of my body and i kept trying to tell somebody that something wasn't right. and of course they just thought it was funny. i wanted to cry. in fact, i did cry. i was so scared because i had never experienced anything like it before. the only time was when i was at a blue man group concert and strobe lights were going off. i also kept repeating myself while asking if i was repeating myself. i thought everything that was happening already happened a couple times and i thought i was moving really fast when in fact i was moving really slow. and the scariest part is that i only smoked about half a bowl. then last night i smoked again. and it was out of a bong. my first time actually. and at first i was good. then i started trippin mad ballz n didnt even realize it was happening! and this was last night. im still feeling it this morning. rite now actually. but i find that its a lot better when im distracted with something. im just glad to know that im not the only one.
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I am so happy I read all of these. I am a freshman in college now and I smoked weed all throughout high school. When I got to college I chilled out a bit and quit smoking. The other day though, my roommates wanted to smoke weed because they never had so I gave in and four of us smoked two blunts of kush. Within minutes I went into a super paranoia. I may have been slightly paranoid in the past but NOTHING compares to what I went through that night. I mean the situation itself probably would have gotten anyone paranoid because we were in our dorm on campus smoking and we live right across from our community leader. ANYWAYS- I started crying and told my boyfriend who was there I had to get in bed and I couldn't smoke anymore. I thought if I laid down I could feel better. NOPE. I felt like my roommates were out to get me, I kept thinking the police were going to come. I started shaking extremely bad but to me I felt like my body was jolting. I had literally gone into the worst nightmare and I couldn't wake up. My heart was racing and so were my thoughts. I felt like my thoughts were 'bouncing' back and forth. I would go from feeling like "ok this will pass" to "I'm dying". It was so so awful. I was very nausious but I couldn't throw up. Time was going by so slow and everytime I would think I was coming down from the high I would get really dizzy again and things would become surreal. I couldn't feel my body and I kept scratching and grabbing my skin. I seriously thought the weed was laced with something and until I read all of these posts, I still thought that. I would doze off for a few minutes then wake up crying again. I laid awake from 1 am until 7 am. I finally fell asleep missing my first class and got up at 11 am STILL high. I had to drive home that day and I was high the whole 4 hour drive. It has been about 3 weeks now I guess and I still don't feel quite the same. I have been really forgetful and just not myself.
There were many things that could have caused this: a) I hadn't smoked in months b) I hadn't eaten much or slept much in the last couple of days c) I already have panic attacks from an anxiety disorder d) I was paraniod before I smoked e) it was kush
I don't know what happened but I know I have smoked way more than I did that night in the past and nothing close to that had ever happened. I would not wish that on my worst enemy and I am DONE smoking weed. I don't care what anyone says you can have a BAD high from smoking pot.
There were many things that could have caused this: a) I hadn't smoked in months b) I hadn't eaten much or slept much in the last couple of days c) I already have panic attacks from an anxiety disorder d) I was paraniod before I smoked e) it was kush
I don't know what happened but I know I have smoked way more than I did that night in the past and nothing close to that had ever happened. I would not wish that on my worst enemy and I am DONE smoking weed. I don't care what anyone says you can have a BAD high from smoking pot.
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a few days ago i had a really bad attack this was really embarsing cause i was in front of people i did not really know and my attack caused me to feel like my heart was just gonna pump so hard i was gonna die and i tried watch tv but did not have the attetion span to watch nor playing games and i tried praying and begging everyone to help me was really embarasing but i found that walking and well some kind of fun such as throwing snowballs at cars etc. but walking realllllllyyyy helped the most i would highly suggest walking for a few hours if you have an attack also this was not my first attack my 4th but i also found that taking less weed in helped and being in a comfortable enviorment and around good freinds and cold showers is also good cause its a type of buzzkill. hope i helped anyone out there wondering why they had an attack even after smoking for awhile. :-D
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Strange how this happens sometimes. When I was in highschool about 9 years ago I could smoke all day. It was great and I quite enjoyed it. After highschool I quit, joining the military and being overseas I did not want to chance a failed drug test. 3 years later I decided with a bunch of mates to blaze it up. I also had the whole "My heart is going to explode" feeling. I then laid off for a few months since it really messed my night up and tried again. Same thing happened.
I have yet to do it now and not have this happen. My mates kept telling me to power through it, by smoking more frequently. I tried that, and still everytime the dreaded heart races happen. I tried smoking more instead of just a small few tokes and the same happened. I also tried of course without alcohol as that is a reciept for disaster and still the same. I also tried at home alone, chilling by the fire, camping, just about any different environment I could. Quite dissapointing, as I still remember how enjoyable it could be. It's too bad, but thinking about it it's more money in my wallet not buying it.
I guess you gotta take the good with the bad. I would agree to try it several places and just see if it continues to happen to you. The environment can certainly play a role and the people your with. The last time I tried was in bed with my fiance. I took one toke and 20 minutes later I was in the shower praying for it to wear off lol. Cheers if you can get through it, I'm sure it's just mental and nothing serious.
I have yet to do it now and not have this happen. My mates kept telling me to power through it, by smoking more frequently. I tried that, and still everytime the dreaded heart races happen. I tried smoking more instead of just a small few tokes and the same happened. I also tried of course without alcohol as that is a reciept for disaster and still the same. I also tried at home alone, chilling by the fire, camping, just about any different environment I could. Quite dissapointing, as I still remember how enjoyable it could be. It's too bad, but thinking about it it's more money in my wallet not buying it.
I guess you gotta take the good with the bad. I would agree to try it several places and just see if it continues to happen to you. The environment can certainly play a role and the people your with. The last time I tried was in bed with my fiance. I took one toke and 20 minutes later I was in the shower praying for it to wear off lol. Cheers if you can get through it, I'm sure it's just mental and nothing serious.
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This happened to me 3 days ago. I was out for a beer with some friends. One of my friends shows up with a pack of so called "weed" from a spice shop and rolls it. I took 3 hits from it and felt light headed. 10 minutes after i felt strange. When i got back in the bar i was almost normal... Until i see one of my brothers friends in the bar and i tried to act like nothing happened... And that... I think... Started it... I felt stressed, anxious and afraid. I feel sickish so i go to the bathroom to wash my face and regurgitate hoping I'm gonna be OK after that... Got back to the table and looked around... Everyone around was smiling and laughing (can't tell if that really was the case or not) except me... I entered paranoia... It all seemed to be a dream/trip... I was shivering, I felt drunk-like... I wanted to make it go away... I tried to convince myself that I'm OK but there was something pulling me back in... The trip was strange in the idea that nothing was abnormal, just my friends behavior changed (3 of them didn't smoke anything so i doubt that was them being high) and i thought that i was dreaming and thought i could wake myself up somehow... All people repeating a certain Fraze over and over again. Someone always said "See man? Ur OK. Ur over it". Another one repeated "Wanna do it again?". And another person tried to reason with me (dunno what that was). after one hour of paranoia i started to get back in RL but didn't realize it. I tried to convince people that I'm actually in a trip/dream, that i need to make myself wake up. I thought that i fainted and that this was a hallucination. The person who tried to reason with me convinced me to go sleep. Next morning i woke up still unsure of that happened, or if i woke up. All my friends told me i acted normally. They thought i simply drank a bit to much.
The symptoms were similar to Datura: Nausea, dryness of the mouth, loss of dexterity, confusion, headaches, anxiety and pain (not sure if it was real or in my mind)
Need some advices now. TY!
The symptoms were similar to Datura: Nausea, dryness of the mouth, loss of dexterity, confusion, headaches, anxiety and pain (not sure if it was real or in my mind)
Need some advices now. TY!
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