im 21 ive been in a relationship with a girl since i was 17 shes 15 years older than i am and i love her with all my heart shes my first love. but we are really different. shes actually married and has 3 kids only one lives at home though. i become so confused and jeloous when i see her with him it confuses me and makes me feel bad when i see them kiss i dont know if she truly loves me but i dont know what to do and i dont think this will be the situation forever but please any advice on what i should do?
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After 4 years, if she hasn't broken off the other relationship you are just there for side play. I would recommend you consider this relationship and what it really is. First love is usually just that, the first. This means a second, third, etc. If she is not going to be with you only, then consider it a sex benefit. Find a relationship with someone closer to you that you can build a relationship with. If you want to have children, she probably isn't the one for you. Just have a reality check. You asked, so you must be having a few thoughts about it already.
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