i am like u and all u have written i excactly the same in my life (except the weed thing).Anyway one guest here was 100% right.He said that u have given too much love to people who dont deserve it so u need to start over and look for someone who realy wants to spend her whole life with you.Maybe you dont love her but just listen to her and try to know her a little bit more,maybe you will change ur mind.
But at the end all the people in this world end up with ones they should spend the rest of their lives with.
Just stop depresing yourself and start living and meeting new people then your feeling will come back and u will care!!! :-D
But at the end all the people in this world end up with ones they should spend the rest of their lives with.
Just stop depresing yourself and start living and meeting new people then your feeling will come back and u will care!!! :-D
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I didn't see the original post, but I'd like to encourage you too. Surround yourself with a support system of people who really care about you. However, don't depend on them to make you happy. That has to come from you. People will run from you if they feel too responsible for your happiness. If you can find your own joy, not in a substance either, you will have a lasting happiness. Learn to value yourself and know that you were created for a special purpose. Find out what that is and you will start living. Then, when you do meet the right person, you'll be ready to be a full contributor to the relationship. Good luck! Let us know how you are doing.
I didn't see the original post, but I'd like to encourage you too. Surround yourself with a support system of people who really care about you. However, don't depend on them to make you happy. That has to come from you. People will run from you if they feel too responsible for your happiness. If you can find your own joy, not in a substance either, you will have a lasting happiness. Learn to value yourself and know that you were created for a special purpose. Find out what that is and you will start living. Then, when you do meet the right person, you'll be ready to be a full contributor to the relationship. Good luck! Let us know how you are doing.