The human body is something else. My only complaint is my rapud weight gain. Geeez i went from 116 to 140. Im very insecure but im learning to love my curves. I drank alcohol for the first time and many years..that didnt go so well. I drank to much and blacked out. Never had that happy...the hangover is horrible i drank sat and i still feel like sh#t. So i wont be doing that again. Ever.
I still take b6 and vitamins. Sleeping is good i dont wake up at 5 am no more i sleep til 7. Idk. I feel like i have no motivation at times but i know it will get better. To each of you trust your body and if you wana quit then try. I am more free now then i was before.
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I'm so glad to hear that your doing good :) I'm so proud and happy for you. I know it's been a long journey. And not a easy one.
I'm trying to taper off the meds my doctor put me on. I feel like he traded one for another. But there was really no other choice besides the hospital which I can't do cause of my kids. I really want this nightmare over with. I want to be where you are in recovery. I will get there at some point soon I hope.
Your all in my thoughts and prayers !
Sending my love ,
~ V~
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Everyone has to pay the piper there is no way around it. 2 year binge of 5 to 8 Norco’s a day. Stopped on a Sunday, was 5 days on Suboxone and then Subutex, then said f**k it. One week you feel way better, and the Subs did help, but any which way there will be withdrawals, Vicodin, heroin, Subs are all opiates. But a week on the subs made it way easier. The Doctor had a 90 day plan and I turned it into a five day plan, end the madness.
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That was the only way for me too, 8 days on Subutex, then I said forget it and quit that too. Same wothdrawls, didnt matter but I do think it was easier, I have been through this 3 times, keep up the good work!!!
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Guys, suboxone/subutex CAN help. There's a lot of factors at play, not just for heroin addicts. (I've been a heroin addict for many, many years. 150 mgs methadone daily for 10 of the last 11 years, today my methadone dose is at 16. I'm great, thanks for wondering :) We all need to be very careful when dispensing advice. IMO we should NEVER suggest this is how anyone else SHOULD do it. But simply let others who suffer know what has helped us. I once swore I would die before I went back on methadone... and I very nearly did. Twice. I may or may not have come through the darkness without it, IDK. There's as many different ways to become drug free long term, as there are addicts. Do I recommend methadone? Not really. Do I believe it's a viable method to become free of heroin or any other opioid? Absolutely.
I'm always so happy to hear of anyone who's beat the beast. Inspiring, and reassuring are the two words that come to mind.
Peace, and here's to LIFE!
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I'd be happy to hear from you as well, if you need someone to correspond with, or talk to.
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I'm sorry to hear all of the miss fortunate stories out there, but it will get better. I've currently gone through withdrawals more times I could count from everything from pure heroin down to hydrocodone. I personally felt that the heroin withdrawals are probably the most severe but the suboxone was the longest. I didn't take any supplements besides your common multi-vitamin and maybe some fish oil. Eating is a must, even though your appetite is so severely diminished. It is a mofa to charge through withdrawals, but I've done it plenty of times without giving a hint of my symptoms or my dependency. The hardest part for me would be resisting that one last high. I found that lil herb I've always loved helped out quite a bit with the depression, and appetite. It is easy to get carried away with substituting one thing for another, but luckily mr. ganja is a natural occurring herb. It is much better than using benzos or other synthetic opiates, because the only withdrawals I've ever received from smoking were small mental hoops to jump through compared to agonizing opiate withdrawal. I believe one of the key aspects here is knowing that it get's better. I'm only on my second day after a heavy relapse, but dropping these dependencies(this everyday nagging feeling that you must get high or you feel lousy) would be the sanest decision I've ever made. It sucks not feeling normal, and trying to mask it. I know some of you can't tell a soul, but that emotional support from someone close goes a long way and really helped encourage me that I'm better than this.
Stay strong and live strong, there is nothing that could fill the gap of appreciating self accomplishment.
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Its very unusual to hear from such an organized person on one of these forums, but you definately seem to know what you are doing and you are successful at it. That is really something. I hope you will keep in touch and continue to do well. This addiction thing really just zaps a person's life completely. I guess if we knew what we were getting into we wouldn't have risked it for a brief time of feeling well and high. Take care, RR
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