hello again Vic....how are you feeling?
I am sorry you feel so terrrible and do think you should probably get medical help.
It is essential that you do not get dehyrdated, but realise that is difficult when you cant hold anything down. Please please try to drink some water as it does help, as does the vitamins suggested by Snowbunny- l-tyrosine and melatonin....none of it will take it away completley, but things do get easier after a while...day by day it will feel better..
However, if you are getting really ill, but need to do what you need to do...even if that means taking some subutex
Post back when you can...am thinking about u x
I am sorry you feel so terrrible and do think you should probably get medical help.
It is essential that you do not get dehyrdated, but realise that is difficult when you cant hold anything down. Please please try to drink some water as it does help, as does the vitamins suggested by Snowbunny- l-tyrosine and melatonin....none of it will take it away completley, but things do get easier after a while...day by day it will feel better..
However, if you are getting really ill, but need to do what you need to do...even if that means taking some subutex
Post back when you can...am thinking about u x
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Hi Hanna ,
Thank you so much for the posts. It means a lot. I went to the doctor yesterday and he wanted to put me back on a high dose of sub but I refused. My oxygen level was very low and turns out I'm severely dehydrated. He told me to go to the emergency room and let them give me IV fluids. But I haven't been yet cause I don't want to have to take my kids to the emergency room. He gave me a shot of phenergan which did not help at all it just made me more upset at my stomach. He wrote me 2 scripts for Robaxin 750 and Vistaril. Neither are working. He wouldn't write me any clonadin. I'm still as sick as I was and its not letting up and it could be because I'm so dehydrated I don't know. I tried to laydown but my arms and legs were going everywhere like I was having a seizure and I have epilepsy and that scares me. I bought some ensure drinks but of course they aren't staying down. And also some B-12 and potassium caplets. The pharmacy said they probably wouldn't do much good right now. I just want the nightmare over with. My pharmacy said that subs cause short term memory loss which I'm seeing that now. If I took a piece of a sub would it start this all over again ? I'm scared to death and don't know what to do ?
How are you feeling Hanna ? I'm praying for you and Snowbunny.
Thank you for being here for me. It's means so much more than you know.
God Bless You ,
~ V ~
Thank you so much for the posts. It means a lot. I went to the doctor yesterday and he wanted to put me back on a high dose of sub but I refused. My oxygen level was very low and turns out I'm severely dehydrated. He told me to go to the emergency room and let them give me IV fluids. But I haven't been yet cause I don't want to have to take my kids to the emergency room. He gave me a shot of phenergan which did not help at all it just made me more upset at my stomach. He wrote me 2 scripts for Robaxin 750 and Vistaril. Neither are working. He wouldn't write me any clonadin. I'm still as sick as I was and its not letting up and it could be because I'm so dehydrated I don't know. I tried to laydown but my arms and legs were going everywhere like I was having a seizure and I have epilepsy and that scares me. I bought some ensure drinks but of course they aren't staying down. And also some B-12 and potassium caplets. The pharmacy said they probably wouldn't do much good right now. I just want the nightmare over with. My pharmacy said that subs cause short term memory loss which I'm seeing that now. If I took a piece of a sub would it start this all over again ? I'm scared to death and don't know what to do ?
How are you feeling Hanna ? I'm praying for you and Snowbunny.
Thank you for being here for me. It's means so much more than you know.
God Bless You ,
~ V ~
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I also meant to tell you that I weighed 121 when this started and now I weigh 109. Is this normal ? That's a lot of weight loss in 6 days.
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hello Vic....
Like I said, I succumbed at one point and took a piece of sub...i was terrefied that the withdrawals would start all over again, but to be honest, they didn't seem to...I had such a tiny bit anyway, so hell, just do it....
I wouldnt usually give that advice, but it sounds like u are really unwell, and maybe you need some respite to recharge - thats what it did for me when I took a bit- it give me a respite from the agony and i was able to be normal for a few hours and do a few bits for myself (my other half had gone out for the day- which i had encouraged him to do, but i felt so helpless and pathetic not being able to move far from the sofa, or even get to the toilet and I just wanted to feel ok for a bit)
Yes, subutex causes memory loss- short and long term, and thats one of the amazing things I have experienced since being off it....I am able to remember things! some times my memory has to be jogged and sometimes things just come to me and I am like WOW! I thought there was something wrong with me before as I started forgetting even simple things like what movie i had watched the evening before...
yeah, it may take a while for the B12 to work, but take it anyway...
dont feel bad if you take some subutex....and please dont feel scared hun,..u will get thru this....i promise
Like I said, I succumbed at one point and took a piece of sub...i was terrefied that the withdrawals would start all over again, but to be honest, they didn't seem to...I had such a tiny bit anyway, so hell, just do it....
I wouldnt usually give that advice, but it sounds like u are really unwell, and maybe you need some respite to recharge - thats what it did for me when I took a bit- it give me a respite from the agony and i was able to be normal for a few hours and do a few bits for myself (my other half had gone out for the day- which i had encouraged him to do, but i felt so helpless and pathetic not being able to move far from the sofa, or even get to the toilet and I just wanted to feel ok for a bit)
Yes, subutex causes memory loss- short and long term, and thats one of the amazing things I have experienced since being off it....I am able to remember things! some times my memory has to be jogged and sometimes things just come to me and I am like WOW! I thought there was something wrong with me before as I started forgetting even simple things like what movie i had watched the evening before...
yeah, it may take a while for the B12 to work, but take it anyway...
dont feel bad if you take some subutex....and please dont feel scared hun,..u will get thru this....i promise
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OH, the weight loss...yeah, it happens....you have probably lost a lot cos of the dehydration (most of our bodies are made up of water) but also because you are unlikley to have an apetite and/ or you are being sick.
dont worry too much but please please try to eat and drink if you can.
Once you get thru the worst, you wll literally be hungry for everything in sight!!! (sounds mad now, but it does happen!!)
Post back whenever u can and I will check in later
x
dont worry too much but please please try to eat and drink if you can.
Once you get thru the worst, you wll literally be hungry for everything in sight!!! (sounds mad now, but it does happen!!)
Post back whenever u can and I will check in later
x
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I wouldnt take a tiny piece each persons body is diff. What if u do and u feel better and u start wd all over again. Thats wat happen to me till i saod f it. U will lose weight but trust me you will gain it back. I started at 123 got down to 116 now lol im at freakin 135. Im not happy but im glad im healthy. Plus my boobs and butt got bigger. So its sorta nice. Lol i hope your doing well.
Honey i hope i didnt displease you by telling her not too. Its so hard to know which advice to take since none of us are drs. But i do know your advice motivation encouragment helped me out more then you will know. I thank you for that. Im so happy im clean and free. Ita soo nice to save 400 a month. Its so nice to not sleep my life away! The sex is so much better now. Tmi? Sorry.
Anyway my thoughts are with you both!
Honey i hope i didnt displease you by telling her not too. Its so hard to know which advice to take since none of us are drs. But i do know your advice motivation encouragment helped me out more then you will know. I thank you for that. Im so happy im clean and free. Ita soo nice to save 400 a month. Its so nice to not sleep my life away! The sex is so much better now. Tmi? Sorry.
Anyway my thoughts are with you both!
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hey, i am not offended at all....i only gave that advice cos Vic sounded like she was really really at the end of her tether....and she has been thru something so horrific, i cant even imagine how she must feel....its hard for someone whose life is ok, but she has been thru so much
I hope she is ok now....i also hope that she didnt take the sub, but if she did, its not the end of the world
She can do it...she will get there like we did...but it is hell, so i do understand why ppl relapse...as long as they dont totally relapse!!
yeah, its great being clean isnt it? I have so much energy and i dont feel paranoid anymore...i have my personality back and i am making the most of it....just about to head out with my girlfriends for a night out.....thats something i rarely did when i was on subutex for all those years....i thought i was just getting old, but i wasnt...i was just hooked on that sh*t!!!!!
Vic, please let us know u are ok! whatever is happening, i promise u will get thru it....xx
I hope she is ok now....i also hope that she didnt take the sub, but if she did, its not the end of the world
She can do it...she will get there like we did...but it is hell, so i do understand why ppl relapse...as long as they dont totally relapse!!
yeah, its great being clean isnt it? I have so much energy and i dont feel paranoid anymore...i have my personality back and i am making the most of it....just about to head out with my girlfriends for a night out.....thats something i rarely did when i was on subutex for all those years....i thought i was just getting old, but i wasnt...i was just hooked on that sh*t!!!!!
Vic, please let us know u are ok! whatever is happening, i promise u will get thru it....xx
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Vic whats going on how are you holding up? Im almost 90 days clean around dec 11. I never thought i would see this day! Im so happy i finally did this. It hasnt been easy and im still learning how to be normal lol but im glad its this way.
Honey how is your recovery?
How was everyones thanksgiving?
Honey how is your recovery?
How was everyones thanksgiving?
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hello! glad ur still going strong!!! yeah, i am ok....still holding up!
I still get sneezing fits, but i can deal with that....and my sleep pattern is finally getting back to normal thank god...apart from that, i feel great!!!
I hope Vic is ok whatever she chose to do....
We dont have thanks giving over here....wish we did- would have been an excuse for a get together!!!!!!!!....xmas soon tho!!!
Big kiss....glad ur doing well!!! Hxxx
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i have been injecting sub for about 2 years i have got down to one dose (hits) a day for 2 weeks i think im goin to stop tomorrow any advice feedback would be great
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well,have you read this full post? there is a lot of good tips in there....but remember everyone is individual, so you may react differently
keep us posted on your progress xx
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I'm on day 7 of no suboxone, was on it for 2 years. I've read all of your posts and its really helped me through this. It is hell on earth, but Hannah Is right. It does get better.
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It's weird but after reading this whole thread I feel like I know you all, even tho were worlds apart. Just remember, Vic and anybody else that is suffering, we're going through this together. If your feeling alone just remember you can post here and I and I'm sure others will be here for you. I think day 5 and 6 were the worse, day 7 has me feeling positive finally. Positive enough to actually post here instead of just reading everybody else's posts.
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Hi Cotiakplb, thanks for your lovely messages....so glad to hear that you are getting thru this. Its good you are doing so well on day 7!!!
yes, once you get thru the worst, it gets a tiny bit better every day....it drove me crazy because every day was soooooooo long, and they were all a struggle. even up till day 20, but you just have to take each day one at a time, and remember it does get better....
Cotiakplb let us know how you get on....you sound like u can make it thru....
Love Hanna x
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Hi Snowbunny and Hanna ,
I'm so sorry I'm just getting back with y'all. I made it 12 days but I was severly dehydrated and exhausted i couldn't eat or drink anything so I went to the doctor and he couldn't give me a IV of fluids cause I was so dehydrated my veins were too small. They looked like pieces of strings. And he wanted to put me back on subutex but I refused. Anyways he put me on percocet so I would start to feel better and be able to eat and drink something. It was either that or i needed to be admitted into the hospital which was not a option cause of my kids. Now I'm going to stop taking them in the morning. I pray it doesn't get as bad as what I just went thru. That was horrible !
Snowbunny congrats on your 90 days ! :) that's awesome !
I hope everyone is doing well and had a great thanksgiving !
God Bless ,
~ V ~
I'm so sorry I'm just getting back with y'all. I made it 12 days but I was severly dehydrated and exhausted i couldn't eat or drink anything so I went to the doctor and he couldn't give me a IV of fluids cause I was so dehydrated my veins were too small. They looked like pieces of strings. And he wanted to put me back on subutex but I refused. Anyways he put me on percocet so I would start to feel better and be able to eat and drink something. It was either that or i needed to be admitted into the hospital which was not a option cause of my kids. Now I'm going to stop taking them in the morning. I pray it doesn't get as bad as what I just went thru. That was horrible !
Snowbunny congrats on your 90 days ! :) that's awesome !
I hope everyone is doing well and had a great thanksgiving !
God Bless ,
~ V ~
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