My family has been losing its money since the last couple of years. We've moved to a much smaller place in a shady neighbourhood.
I dropped out of college to work full-time. My 5 year relationship ended and all my friends are getting married. I'm not happy for them which is evil on my part. I'm angry and depressed all the time. It's like the world is out to get me. My dad is always complaing about money. My mom calls me fat and i wish a car would hit me. I'm not suicidal but i wish i would die in some national disaster.
What should I do? I'm in my early 20's.