4 month ago i had unprotected sex with someone i truly trusted. exactly nine days after i had a serious sinus infection followed by low grade fever. I got into such a drepression that i stopped eating and lost a lot of weight. I also have throat infection that never seems to go away. the lymphnods under my chin were so swollen but not painful for about 3 months. I am teriffied to have a hiv test done. just the thought alone puts me in such a depression and i would just stop eating and mostly not sleeping. i think that i am in denial but could someone please offer me some advice. I keep seaching the web for information and this just makes my symptoms worse than it already is. what shall i do