i'm getting ready to get myself clean for the first time in many many years. i started smoking when i was 16, now i'm 32. been smoking 7-10 times a week for the past 3 or 4 years. it's out of control. it's time to be done with it... forever.
my wife and i are talking about having a baby in the next year or two. i need to come up out of the fog and be more productive. i need to be a more attentive husband and more helpful around the house. i need to be able to remember "unimportant" things. i need to get off my ass and exercise and lose weight. i also need to turn it up several notches and work; be more active and effective.
i have no interest in religion, but i found where paul the apostle said, "... when I became a man, I put away childish things.". smoking pot is the childish thing that's keeping me from being the man i need to be.
tomorrow will be my first day to begin to taper down towards quitting. no smoking tomorrow. instead of stepping out to the garage tomorrow after dinner i'm going to ask my wife to go on a walk around the neighborhood with me.
i'm low now and when i'm out, i'm out. i know it will suck and i'm scared, but it's time.
thanks for listening.
my wife and i are talking about having a baby in the next year or two. i need to come up out of the fog and be more productive. i need to be a more attentive husband and more helpful around the house. i need to be able to remember "unimportant" things. i need to get off my ass and exercise and lose weight. i also need to turn it up several notches and work; be more active and effective.
i have no interest in religion, but i found where paul the apostle said, "... when I became a man, I put away childish things.". smoking pot is the childish thing that's keeping me from being the man i need to be.
tomorrow will be my first day to begin to taper down towards quitting. no smoking tomorrow. instead of stepping out to the garage tomorrow after dinner i'm going to ask my wife to go on a walk around the neighborhood with me.
i'm low now and when i'm out, i'm out. i know it will suck and i'm scared, but it's time.
thanks for listening.
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Hey exon...good for you.
I came to many of the same realizations and yesterday was the one month mark to quit for me.
I find that one's will power and desire to draw the line in the sand, step over it and say from this point forward I'm changing is a powerful thing.
It will be rough these next few days for you...you may consider making a comfy place on the couch in case you have insomnia like most of us.
Stick with it, you have a good reason: you, your family and your career.
Stay strong and please keep us updated. I found coming here helped me greatly in the first few days/weeks.
TH
I came to many of the same realizations and yesterday was the one month mark to quit for me.
I find that one's will power and desire to draw the line in the sand, step over it and say from this point forward I'm changing is a powerful thing.
It will be rough these next few days for you...you may consider making a comfy place on the couch in case you have insomnia like most of us.
Stick with it, you have a good reason: you, your family and your career.
Stay strong and please keep us updated. I found coming here helped me greatly in the first few days/weeks.
TH
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