I am a virgin Muslim woman who has never had Any kind of sexual contact with anyone. But I do have one embarassing thing which is masturbating by myself using my pillow only , in the past 2015 I used to live with my grandma and I did use a pillow but most probably it was clean as the duvet for the pillow was on top . But now present However as I open my vagina I have realised I have white tiny tiny spots inside at the top , I'm so scared what could it be it does look a bit like tiny white warts I'm not sure I'm just very scared ? The internet makes more scared. Is it possible for a woman like me to get Herpes or STD. I'm scared to go doctors as well as I don't really want to talk about the masturbating problem.
Hi, first of all doesn't matter what your religion you shouldn't be ashamed about masturbating as nearly everyone has done it before, what you are describing sounds like they are probably Fordyce spots just the same as teen boys get around the back of the glands of the penis that can't be seen until the foreskin is pulled back, females normally find them under the clitoral hood and on the labia minora, they are not an sti or std of any kind and will go on there own as you get older.
Hope this helps with your worry.
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It's not bad to masturbate. It's nobody's business but yours. If you are living in a Muslim country you may get a lot of pressure not to do it, I don't know. When I was about 13 I was in my room with a couple other boy relatives playing with each other and masturbating. My mother walked in and saw what we were doing. All she said was "dinner's ready" and left. But for some reason we all had the feeling that grownups frowned on us doing it. I could never figure out why because I'm sure they must have done the same thing. It seems like as soon as they have kids they forget all about themselves being kids in the past. I was never like that with mine and I was amazed at how similar their experiences were to mine. The neighbor girls wanted to check them out to see how boys were made and they checked out the girls to see how they were built at about the same age as I went through that with my neighbor girls. I was not upset when they came home and talked about it, I let them say all they wanted to.
The internet does a good job of scaring people and there are many who enjoy saying things to do that.