This is a very complex and under-researched area. You are definitely not gay in any binary sense, because you are not attracted to men. You are attracted to 'traps' by which I take it you mean young beautiful transsexual girls. Well, it's not hard to be attracted to these girls, most men are, they just lie about it. The fact that you are concentrating on this area of porn, and you find vaginas don't turn you on is interesting, but porn is fantasy.
However in taking this desire into the real world you change everything, and so you need to understand a few things. A transsexual woman IS NOT A GUY. She's a woman. She has feelings and you have to treat her with respect. She is MUCH more fragile than cis-women (women born with a vagina). Please be nice. Remember that while you might want to work out a fun fantasy, she may be seeking something much deeper, the reaffirmation of her womanhood.
You are definitely transattracted. This is becoming increasingly more evident as a genuine, and common, expression of sexuality. No serious science has been done on it. However in many countries now, transsexual and transgender women are regarded as legally legitimate, and their condition is viewed as physical, not mental. (The USA is behind the curve here.) Clearly it would be bizarre to accept transwomen and then suggest no-one should be attracted to them. For every expression of gender, there are people who are attracted, and this is no different. Classically 'straight' transattracted men just see transwomen as women and their specific interest is similar to caucasians being attracted to asiatics; there is an element of the unknown and the exotic, even the forbidden, which is sexually attractive.
This may sound like a 'fetish' but in fact fetishism is an obsessive attachment to particular objects, body parts or sexual practices. Nobody thinks preferring blondes is a fetish, and it is only a tendency to pathologise human sexuality that has extended the meaning of the word to the absurd levels sometimes seen today. In other words, being transsexual is normal, and being transattracted is normal too.
You may be able to live with transattraction and just use porn for relief. Be aware that if your transattraction is strong and you go with a transgirl, you may find that your porn experience is repeated, and you lose interest in ciswomen. If so there is no point in struggling with this. You are what you are, enjoy it responsibly. However, becoming involved with a transwoman has consequences--they can't have children, for one. It is possible that you will lose friends and your family may reject her, and you. You need to consider your life plan.
Good luck.
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I followed the exact same path you did. However, I'm into trap stuff now, but I'm still attracted to straight porn. My attraction to each kind of porn varies somewhat randomly, but I sometimes find myself watching only straight porn for up to a week, or doing the same for trap. It's usually completely random.
I was into straight porno for...all of about a few seconds but I never really waited around to "bump" into tha possibility of "tranny" porn and always had an inclination to believe they were out there! Nowadays I could not possibly look at any other type of porno, except maybe lesbian on occasion but that's it!
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No, you're not gay. Gay men aren't sexually turned on by trannies.
There is absolutely nothing wrong with watching trans/trap porn , do whatever turns you on !!
I do exactly the same as you , sometimes watch straight porn , sometimes tran and even gay occasionally. It's all about fantasy !! You decide what you call your sexuality , I'm straight but I'm comfortable with watching trans porn, it's fun! If you have a straight relationship you can still keep your trans fascination as your own private thing. You can do both !
I watched trans porn for about two years until it all became too much..... I went and found a trans girl and had sex with her.....it was absolutely mind blowing !
I now have sex with girls and every now and then with a trans as a special treat !
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