I hear everything you all are saying an I no from experience that suboxone is not the answer...i was on it for 2 years an the wd's were horrible! I have been dealing with my addiction for 8 years an im 26 years old with a baby on the way..I want to get clean for my baby but im scared to quit cold turkey in fear of losing the baby! Im so sick right now I cant sleep im throwing up an yea the restless leg is horrible! its like my body is shaking inside...Ive tried home remedies an suboxone an nothing is working for me...if anyone can help me fig out how to do this safely without losing my baby let me no bc ive tries everything! i have even thought of suicide just to end this disease but i cant do that to my baby coming along that wouldnt be fair! but im lost depressed an dont no what to do...i have no help from anyone do doing it alone it hard without support..it is nice to no that im not the only one going thru this bc i feel so alone! any advice would be helpful...thank u all and the nest of luck to you all also
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Well, of course you're not alone. I hear you saying you feel you have a problem you want help with. I am a (recovering) addict and I have a sponsor -- someone who has been through what I have, but is now also 'clean.' I would suggest you find the closest group of NA, attend a meeting (today) and SHARE your concerns and feelings. It's really, really hard to do the first time, but you'll find you have nothing others have not been through -- and they're strangers (!) who will suddenly become your friends. Don't put this off until you 'think about it,' or 'tomorrow.' Do it today, (and for the next 90/90 -- ninety meetings in ninety days) which you may hear someone mention. It may seem extreme and undoable, but believe me, it IS doable!!! It won't be easy at first, but it may become second nature. You CAN do this, and when you see someone else who has "one week" or "thirty days" you will be impressed. Before long you will be impressing others, because you already have thirty days -- or six months, or six years. You Can do it, and I'd like to see you post here how your progress is going. Ask at your first meeting for a 'temporary sponsor' so you can speak with someone confidentially, and then fire that person is you don't like their advice and get another one. A permanent sponsor will come along. I want to hear of your progress, please post again.
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