I had been obese my whole life. I weighed 320 lbs. at the age of 16, and was picked on and tormented about it. I lost 150 lbs of those pounds when I graduated high school. I was so pround of myself and I wanted to get plastic sugery to remove the excess skin. It's very expensive for an operation, and I have no money or support from my family. It has been three years since, and I'm now 21. I am miserable and have no self-esteem because I realized how handsome I am, but hate myself when I take my shirt off. Can someone please help?