My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year and the other night I went out for a girls night. Things got a little out of hand and I ended up getting wasted (not an excuse, just to let you know). Someone that I have known forever showed up at the bars we got talking and then both took a cab ride home to the same house. All that happened was we kissed and I feel so sick about it. It meant nothing and that is the part that kills me, I am still so deeply in love with my boyfriend he means more than the world to me and that is why this is so upseting. I cannot forgive myself for what happened and he instantly broke up with me. I debated forever about telling him and then realized that right when we started dating he told me that he would want to know, so out of respect for him I told him. I made a terrible mistake, and understand that he is going to be upset but I am really wanting him to try and work this out. I can't eat, can't sleep, can't stop crying and everyday just continues to get worse. This was not an act of passion this was an act of stupidity, what do you think I should do, or would you forgive someone for this?