first of, im 15 and im born with this incurable and deadly disease and i have to go to the hospital every single year because of it. when i was 12, my disease flared up so bad that i almost died. and when high school came, i didn't have a good time there. i was bullied, physically, verbally, and cyber-ly. it didnt stop even now. i went into depression and nothing else matters anymore. i went cutting the year after. now that im older, my disease got even worse that i have to go to the hospital every month for treatment which hurts, really bad. i attempted suicide by taking drugs but it went horribly wrong. i don't have any friends to rely on or talk to ( i do have friends online from other countries ) and teachers ignored me when i asked for help. 3 times. im currently suffering from my disease, bullying, cutting, depression, insomnia and memory loss which means that im having troubles with learning (that's why my English ↑ sucks sorry) don't really wanna tell my mom or anyone in my family. i just want to stop all this but i know suicide isn't gonna work. so please help me, i can't take all this pain anymore. im all weak and sick. help. i don't want a school counselor or psychologist or anything i just need advice please.
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Hey, firstly I think you are really brave for reaching out here -well done:)
But I think you need to speak to a professional, to get the help you really need. You are very young with your whole life ahead of you :) If you can't speak to a family member, at least you must have a favourite teacher? Speak to this teacher who I sure will help you. Good luck <3
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