If you mean joints, I also never smoke joints, I've always only smoked out of bongs and pipes pretty much.
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Just give up pot for about 6mnths-1yr1/2 and get in touch with your emotions again, it's hard and you need will power, but you can do it, anxiety will tell you everything you need to change in your life, the only time a man should be anxious is when he approaches a girl all the way up to the bedroom, so if you're anxious around curtain PPL drop em, if you are anxious at the job centre try harder to find work, if you are anxious on your own get a dog, you understand, and these toxic people who make you extremely anxious, are people who think they are above you in society and you don't need that, these people are charming, funny and slip under the radar whilst smoking weed for example if they are driving somewhere the whole conversation will be about how c**p your life is in a jokey way, which make it hard to call them on it, but on the way back they'll be joking about things he has seen and make jokes about it and they are funny as hell..
Watch out for your family they can be emotion suckers also, alcoholic parents, little brothers who get older and forget their place, bitchy sisters...
Watch out for your family they can be emotion suckers also, alcoholic parents, little brothers who get older and forget their place, bitchy sisters...
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Well I smoked some potent weed today and I must say, I am pretty stoned right now with a slight panic, but every time I smoke weed, I seem to get better, maybe I should quit for a while? Do you think that will help? Because what I am doing now seems to be helping, but who knows, it could end up going to sh*t.
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Lol I say give it up dude smoking weed will never be the same as it once was for us, the fact is life events have made us like this, all the good memories fade and we are left with the sh*t ones, I believe our bodies talk to us through our subconscious minds and are saying to make new fun memories...
Once you make new memories over a period of a couple of years try and have a smoke again, write down a list of things you want to do after you quit and overcome the depersonalized stage (took me 3/4 weeks), work towards them things on the list, once you accomplish them you should be able to relax again, hopfully happier with who you are, don't look down or look back, until you know what you want and do them... A holiday will go a long way, to help you recover...
think about the money you'll save, trust me when you've been spending nearly every penny on weed for a few years, the money actually stacks up nicely..
I've been depersonalized once before this (I wasn't addicted to weed the first time), it takes hard work, U have to be honest with yourself, take lessons from your past and look forward..
Don't blame the weed either or you'll never enjoy it again, they call it mary jane and sometimes it dosen't work out with a girl, they might meet up for a quickie in the future, never want to see eachother again or realized they belong together, but they would never know without that time apart....
Once you make new memories over a period of a couple of years try and have a smoke again, write down a list of things you want to do after you quit and overcome the depersonalized stage (took me 3/4 weeks), work towards them things on the list, once you accomplish them you should be able to relax again, hopfully happier with who you are, don't look down or look back, until you know what you want and do them... A holiday will go a long way, to help you recover...
think about the money you'll save, trust me when you've been spending nearly every penny on weed for a few years, the money actually stacks up nicely..
I've been depersonalized once before this (I wasn't addicted to weed the first time), it takes hard work, U have to be honest with yourself, take lessons from your past and look forward..
Don't blame the weed either or you'll never enjoy it again, they call it mary jane and sometimes it dosen't work out with a girl, they might meet up for a quickie in the future, never want to see eachother again or realized they belong together, but they would never know without that time apart....
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The thing is, I've been smoking a lot of weed lately, after quitting for a month and I have been feeling better because I am facing my fears which is a good thing. It seems like the depersonalisation is fading and I still have anxiety. I still don't feel 100% obviously but maybe you are right. Maybe I should just give it a while to get my emotions back and create new memories to kind of forget about what happened. I understand what you are saying. You obviously can't completely forget about a traumatic event in which I went through, but, it can get to a point where it doesn't bother you any more. I don't really want to stop smoking at the moment, because I am starting to feel better when I am high. Yesterday I smoked quite a bit with friends and I always get a slight panic and then I manage to get rid of it by telling myself it doesn't matter. I tell myself, "let yourself panic, who cares." Because it really doesn't matter. I just hate how I feel unsure that it's panic. Meaning, that I think it might be something other than panic, which creates the constant anxiety. The main thing I wanted to do was leave off weed on a high note. I wanted to face my fears and smoke and it has helped greatly. I'm smoking as much as I did before and feeling good again. A week ago, if someone asked me to smoke a bowl, I'd probably say no because I was scared, but now I am pretty sure on my answer, I think that says a lot.
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If you keep smoking with high anxiety, nothing good will ever come of it, I've met people with severe mental disorders and nerve disorders, when they were pretty much normal before this happens, some people lose hair, messes up physical looks ect..
I have known people to give up then smoke again and enjoy it...
When I used to smoke I used to go to a happy place in my mind, but that memory has completely runs its course or I have lost control of my thinking, but either way they are not good signs...
If you are hell bent on smoking without anxiety, then you might want to start drinking alcohol as well, I don't recommend this at all as it can be very addictive and it's not really facing your problems its just covering it up..
Let me tell you another story that hopefully helps you give it up, I never once seriously thought about suicide until I was about to do it, whilst smoking with high anxiety...
You don't have to do everything I say, but I really do recommend month breaks every now and again...
1 question is it the initial high that ur anxious with or all of it?
if it's all of it I really suggest you give it up long term...
I have known people to give up then smoke again and enjoy it...
When I used to smoke I used to go to a happy place in my mind, but that memory has completely runs its course or I have lost control of my thinking, but either way they are not good signs...
If you are hell bent on smoking without anxiety, then you might want to start drinking alcohol as well, I don't recommend this at all as it can be very addictive and it's not really facing your problems its just covering it up..
Let me tell you another story that hopefully helps you give it up, I never once seriously thought about suicide until I was about to do it, whilst smoking with high anxiety...
You don't have to do everything I say, but I really do recommend month breaks every now and again...
1 question is it the initial high that ur anxious with or all of it?
if it's all of it I really suggest you give it up long term...
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Hey. I wouldn't say I have high anxiety. I never get panic attacks, I've only had 1 panic attack basically and that was the attack that caused the depersonalisation/de-realisation and anxiety to this day. I just always feel like I have shortness of breath. Not ALL the time, but usually when I am alone thinking deeply. I don't really understand your question though, haha. If this helps, As soon as I get high, I start having deep thoughts and I just preoccupy my mind which gets rid of those thoughts. Ever since I recently started smoking again, I have been able to enjoy being high to about 75% now, and before, I felt very nervous when high. I always feel anxious, even when sober, I find that when I am high and sober, I feel basically the same level of anxiety. Maybe a bit more when I am high but nothing serious. I honestly don't know what I should do. Maybe I should just take a break from marijuana for a good 3-6 months while working out really hard and see what happens, or maybe I should just keep smoking and getting used to being high again, because it seems to be working. I just get concerned about worsening my condition with smoking weed, but that is my anxiety kicking in I believe.
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I believe that me smoking weed again, is a great thing because at least if I stop now, I left off on the right track, because I am enjoying it a lot more now. I think that if I stop it is only running away from my problems, but I don't really know what I should do. I am definitely not stopping forever that's for sure!
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Lol you crack me up man, you love ur weed that much, ur prepared to suffer a bit, I guess thats why it's called mary jane
Basically the initial high is when you are buzzin and have no control on how U feel, then you mellow out, then have control of ur thoughts & emotions again, (so is it the the initial buzz that you can't control or the whole being high experience?), coz if ur in deep thought in the mellowed out stage you may need a doctor for a mental disorder..
Basically the initial high is when you are buzzin and have no control on how U feel, then you mellow out, then have control of ur thoughts & emotions again, (so is it the the initial buzz that you can't control or the whole being high experience?), coz if ur in deep thought in the mellowed out stage you may need a doctor for a mental disorder..
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Oh ok, I hear you. It's weird because I don't think I've been high enough to have no control of how I feel. I'm usually pretty chill during the mellow stage. But, I ALWAYS feel a slight bit of anxiety, or I always think about it. I have booked a doctors appointment but my doctor is going on holidays so I have to wait till July 17th. I am going to ask him for a referal to a therapist, or even psychiatrist. I honestly am feeling much better than I did 3 months ago. I am starting to feel normal again. But, this whole time, I've wanted help, and I've actually always wanted help for problems that I've went through. What bothers me the most is constantly thinking about having an attack even though I never do and the thoughts eventually go away(this is when I am sober), I have problems getting to sleep(once I get to sleep I have a long sleep and it is fine), and the fact that I feel shortness of breath a lot. I will listen to what you're saying though, I think that if I take a good long break from weed, it will help me. But I want to see what happens if I keep smoking the way I am.
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Hey, just wanted to say that you give really good advice on this topic. I just read the whole thread. What is your story?
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Hey, wanted to emphasize that you give really good advice on this topic. What is your story?
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Basically I had an experience with weed, was rather uncomfortable and i've been making a few drastic lifestyle changes and If i wanted too, I could smoke weed and enjoy it, but you have to always trust your gut instinct, during your 6 months weed free, i think smoking everyday isn't the best idea...
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