Hi.
Well a few days ago me and some friends went over another friends house to relax and drink and watch some movies. Two of the friends bought some weed, then they put the weed in my friends sheesha. They offered me some, so I thought "why not!" and I guess I had too much in a short time. I haven't done much weed, just tried it a few times before, no where over 10 times, and has always been shared. Just to learn from the drug, which was my reason for trying it. I've whiteyed once and was fine. But this night was the problem. The weed hit me quickly from the sheesha, I felt my heart racing, but it felt good at first, suddenly I felt a tad worried I was doing too much, but just did a tiny bit more. Then I stopped, felt good for a little while, then just suddenly felt weird, worried and paranoid. I said I wanted to go outside to my friends so went into the kitchen, I felt terrible. I wanted fresh air so I moved out the back, as soon as I stepped outside I was gone, my eyesight was tripping everywhere, I felt terrible. I started having a panic attack, but didn't really know this until after the weed wore over(which was about 2-3 hours later). So basically I was in a panic attack for about 3 hours max. Which is extremely scary. It was the scariest experience in my life. So there I was tripping out, lost my sense, lost my concentration, couldn't stop worrying. So scared because I thought I was in some parallel world and couldn't escape, I guess from instinct I felt water would help, so got water and just constantly paced back and fourth in the garden, drinking water was very odd at this time too, I lost feeling of my body as it felt. As swallowing water would often feel weird and could sometimes feel it going down instensly into my body. My throat and mouth felt strangely dry and the water wasn't helping. The only company I had was my friends dog which constantly followed me, watching as I paced around the garden, I would often look down at the dog and talk to it. Saying things like " we'll get through this together". I panicked so bad I couldn't calm down, I tried sitting down but when doing that I just panicked even more. It's so hard trying to explain how I felt then, it was crazy. I felt like I was watching myself at times. I felt like I was going mental or dying. It felt so long, I kept watching the time on my phone and waiting for the expected time for the weed to wear off. It was suddenly night time and I was still pacing the garden, then my friends finally came out. They were little help mind, they were drunk and high so had little notice for me. One friend suddenly came over and ask if I was okay and my reply was "No I feel really weird, I think I want to go hospital" Which he instantly declined, saying it was a bad idea. Basically, through this bad trip and panic attack I felt very alone. I eventually started to feel abit better. Next morning I felt okayish. Until I went home, Ididn't feel right, I felt cloudy minded, couldn't concentrate, felt anxious and felt abit unreal, I think this is a thing called derealization. I try to focus on things but can't, I keep trying to get to grips with reality but struggle. I've been going days and can't seem to get better. I've always been an anxious person, and always think alot but always in a good way. But now I feel like I have a problem. Am I going insane? Or just suddenly have an anxiety problem? I want the derealization to go away, I want to feel like I did before I did that weed that night, I regret it so much. But surely If I regret it, I'm still okay? Because to be able to miss that feeling and I have to know what it feels like, right?
I've only felt slightly better as the days went on, but constantly comes back on me, I've burst into tears in front of my mum a few times.
it's only been five days, but will it go away? I hope someone can help me.
Sorry if this is very long and abit poorly written, my mind is overclogged from how I feel and I'm struggling to think and concentrate.
Thanks. Matty
Well a few days ago me and some friends went over another friends house to relax and drink and watch some movies. Two of the friends bought some weed, then they put the weed in my friends sheesha. They offered me some, so I thought "why not!" and I guess I had too much in a short time. I haven't done much weed, just tried it a few times before, no where over 10 times, and has always been shared. Just to learn from the drug, which was my reason for trying it. I've whiteyed once and was fine. But this night was the problem. The weed hit me quickly from the sheesha, I felt my heart racing, but it felt good at first, suddenly I felt a tad worried I was doing too much, but just did a tiny bit more. Then I stopped, felt good for a little while, then just suddenly felt weird, worried and paranoid. I said I wanted to go outside to my friends so went into the kitchen, I felt terrible. I wanted fresh air so I moved out the back, as soon as I stepped outside I was gone, my eyesight was tripping everywhere, I felt terrible. I started having a panic attack, but didn't really know this until after the weed wore over(which was about 2-3 hours later). So basically I was in a panic attack for about 3 hours max. Which is extremely scary. It was the scariest experience in my life. So there I was tripping out, lost my sense, lost my concentration, couldn't stop worrying. So scared because I thought I was in some parallel world and couldn't escape, I guess from instinct I felt water would help, so got water and just constantly paced back and fourth in the garden, drinking water was very odd at this time too, I lost feeling of my body as it felt. As swallowing water would often feel weird and could sometimes feel it going down instensly into my body. My throat and mouth felt strangely dry and the water wasn't helping. The only company I had was my friends dog which constantly followed me, watching as I paced around the garden, I would often look down at the dog and talk to it. Saying things like " we'll get through this together". I panicked so bad I couldn't calm down, I tried sitting down but when doing that I just panicked even more. It's so hard trying to explain how I felt then, it was crazy. I felt like I was watching myself at times. I felt like I was going mental or dying. It felt so long, I kept watching the time on my phone and waiting for the expected time for the weed to wear off. It was suddenly night time and I was still pacing the garden, then my friends finally came out. They were little help mind, they were drunk and high so had little notice for me. One friend suddenly came over and ask if I was okay and my reply was "No I feel really weird, I think I want to go hospital" Which he instantly declined, saying it was a bad idea. Basically, through this bad trip and panic attack I felt very alone. I eventually started to feel abit better. Next morning I felt okayish. Until I went home, Ididn't feel right, I felt cloudy minded, couldn't concentrate, felt anxious and felt abit unreal, I think this is a thing called derealization. I try to focus on things but can't, I keep trying to get to grips with reality but struggle. I've been going days and can't seem to get better. I've always been an anxious person, and always think alot but always in a good way. But now I feel like I have a problem. Am I going insane? Or just suddenly have an anxiety problem? I want the derealization to go away, I want to feel like I did before I did that weed that night, I regret it so much. But surely If I regret it, I'm still okay? Because to be able to miss that feeling and I have to know what it feels like, right?
I've only felt slightly better as the days went on, but constantly comes back on me, I've burst into tears in front of my mum a few times.
it's only been five days, but will it go away? I hope someone can help me.
Sorry if this is very long and abit poorly written, my mind is overclogged from how I feel and I'm struggling to think and concentrate.
Thanks. Matty
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it might sound like a bad idea but getting drunk might get you outta the phase. i tend to drink to get rid of my anxiety which is a horrible fix but it definitely does help after having that awkward anxiety feeling after youve smoked. i know how you feel i get the same way but i think going out and getting buzzed having fun with your close friends youll be feeling better. stick with close friends that will help you out the most. try not to put your self around unfamiliar people cause that usually causes me a lot of anxiety, especially after ive smoked
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totally rude. you cant know how anyone feels until you live their life. i have friends who will never understand my anxiety but completely respect how it affects me and how i deal with it. to laugh at how someone reacts to a drug is completely arrogant and pretty damn disrespectful. pot is alot more powerful then people think. im a stoner and i know this. i back the drug up 100 percent in its medical uses but SOME people just cant handle the anxiety affects of it.
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I have smoke pot every day of my life since I was 14. LSD was the first drug i ever tried at 12. Now I know this shocks some, but I felt my story had to balance some of this theory that weed is some sort of life destroying drug or that it can even be compared to more addictive subtances. Granted, i do agree that marijuana has addictive properties, but nothing like cocaine, or meth, or heroine, or even nicotine. Those are actually all more antisocial drugs than weed is. Granted cocaine is used in a lot of social situations, but onyl with other coke heads. I can not be social without being stoned. I am 31 years old and I am head of public relations for a radio station. It is my duty to be social and to reach out. I feel like marijuana actually opens my mind to more empathetic feelings and gives me a sense of patience.
Also, to the idea that your friends have to leave cause they smoke and you don't is c**p. Any real friend would understand and still be there for you. As someone said in an earlier post, friendships aren't based on drugs, and in fact it would be a great test of freindship to take away the one environmental bonding agent between said friends. All I know is i have lots of freinds that quit smoking and i didnt and its all about understanding, empathy, and making a few sacrifices to get your friends through the missions they want to achieve. That is what friendship is about.
So in finality, I am not saying that weed didnt give people anxiety attacks, what I am saying is that something in your life is causing that anxiety. Weed just opened the door to it in a confusing way and sometimes it is bettr to sober up to figure that out. Just dont blame the weed, and also educate yourself on the weed your smoking. is it a sativa? that will actually cause more likeliness of anxiety than say an indica. Just throwin it out there. take all thing in regard and know what your doing to yourself and life will be fine.
Also, to the idea that your friends have to leave cause they smoke and you don't is c**p. Any real friend would understand and still be there for you. As someone said in an earlier post, friendships aren't based on drugs, and in fact it would be a great test of freindship to take away the one environmental bonding agent between said friends. All I know is i have lots of freinds that quit smoking and i didnt and its all about understanding, empathy, and making a few sacrifices to get your friends through the missions they want to achieve. That is what friendship is about.
So in finality, I am not saying that weed didnt give people anxiety attacks, what I am saying is that something in your life is causing that anxiety. Weed just opened the door to it in a confusing way and sometimes it is bettr to sober up to figure that out. Just dont blame the weed, and also educate yourself on the weed your smoking. is it a sativa? that will actually cause more likeliness of anxiety than say an indica. Just throwin it out there. take all thing in regard and know what your doing to yourself and life will be fine.
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You will get better, but it will take months. Hold out, you'll come through this a better person, and I guess it goes without saying not to ever do drugs again. Alcohol helps some people temporarily with the feeling but I wouldn't advise it because the hangover is worse.
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With thousands of forums about panic attacks and anxiety from smokong pot, I highly doubt propoganda has the slightest to do with this. Since you've never expirenced this I dont know why you've wrote such helpful information that about made the panic attacks stop just from reading your post........ Congrats that you've been smoking since 13 and while you were pregnent. Such an accomplishmemt...
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I have been smoking weed for over a year now, and I smoke it everyday. But, just the other day I felt this DP or DR. I think it may have been the fact that I didn't eat for over 40 hours before I smoked 1 Zong between 4 people and me. Half the bowl was still left, so me and a friend finished it off. After that I felt great, like I was on top of the world. But, when I got home it was a different story. I walked downstairs to my room, out of nowhere I was completely super stoned. I began to think to myself different thoughts, then out of nowhere, BAM, I couldn't tell if I was thinking to myself or if I was talking out loud. The sun's light came into my window and it was the brightest light I had ever seen. My room soon filled with a bunch of different very loud noises. The dryer in my bathroom sounded like the tribune of a jet. The dehumidifier I can't even explain, but it was so loud and scary I turned it off. All of a sudden, I heard this VERY low "buzzing" sound, that's when it took a turn for the worst. Everything wasn't real. Pacing around my room was so unreal that I had to lay down, and I always pace. Laying in bed, I felt my heart racing,body pulsating, legs twitching, and my hands shaking like I had smoked cigarettes for over 50 years. I had to do something about this, so I decided to get something to eat and drink. While I was eating it felt as if I wasn't doing anything at all. Physically I could eat, but my mind told me I wasn't. My mouth was so dry that drinking water didn't help, the dryness just seemed to get worse and worse the more I drank. Then it went away, and my body returned back to normal. I sat up feeling better about myself, looked around and I noticed a Tupperware container looked so unreal it was scary. The room filled with the very same noises as before, also, the same feelings I had returned. It's as if there was a "pause" between the cycles. It was at this point I thought I was going to die or live with this feeling for the rest of my life. I somehow got out of my bed and went upstairs. My parents had no idea that I was "out of it". On the outside I seemed normal, but on the inside I was unsure of everything. I had no train of thought, the only thought in my head was that nothing was real. Scared out of my mind I told my parents that I was really really high. My mom was like just lay down and let it wear off. She had no idea what was going on inside my mind. I told her, "I was in another world, it's like a different part of my brain is working." And it felt like it was. There was a strong sense of something going on in the lower areas of my brain, towards my neck. I couldn't even go through the TV guide without stopping and just laying there, on the couch zoned out into another dimension. "Pause" I had an idea, I would eat when the "pause" came and keep doing this until I was rid of this unrealistic world. Sure enough, it only took my 2 hours to figure this out, but I was on to something. The DP/DR was getting less and less harsh every time I would eat during the "pause". Three hours later, it was finally over. Instead of DP/DR I was back to being "normal" stoned, which lasted for another 2 hours or so. During the "normal" stoned, I ate so much food to the point where I was just eating to eat. The DP/DR happened at around 4pm. At 12:30am I went and smoked 2 zongs between me and a friend. Was I scared? I'll admit it: yes. But, I loved being high. We finished both of them had a cigarette and I was completely fine. But, the thoughts of what just happened to me earlier today raced through my mind. I was totally aware of the situation around me and I felt real. It was a great feeling being really stoned, and not going thought the DP/DR. It must be just a mental thing I went though or something. I just hope it doesn't come back someday when I'm at work or driving.
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I am 17 years old and I as well have been experiencing the same problems. I smoke several times a week(4-6 times) and while I am sober I still feel as if I am not fully in reality. My motivation has gone down, and my memory too. I smoked about 2 years ago a lot and I had severe depression problems. I felt as if nobody cared about me, I didn't care about myself, I just felt as if I served no purpose in life. I've talked to many people and most tell me they get a "chill" high from smoking weed. When I smoke weed and when a few others I know do, we feel like were in a dream. When I get really stoned I sometimes even feel like I'm in a video game and peoples faces change to someone else I don't know. One time I was so gone, I didn't know where I was, or who I was. It was very scary. I for the most part like the thrill of smoking pot, but the side effects get to a point where it is just not worth it. Before I got back into the habit I was very in love with my boyfriend, now I look at him in a different way and my love seems to have almost disappeared. I suggest to people that if you're going to smoke pot to just be careful, because once you get to a depressed & confused stage most turn to smoking more weed. I did also. From there on forth it gets worse and worse until you need to stop in order to be happy at all sober. My side effects do not happen to everyone but to the people that they do happen to, be careful.
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Man'o'Man! where do i start!
i felt connected to a few stories on here. i recently turned 20 years old (male) and is suffering from the exact same thing like most of u wrote: anxiety.
I started smoking weed around 2 years ago and it was the craziest yet funnest sh*t i had ever done...
life was good.
but it wasnt till like 9 months i go i started really feeling not like my self, and feeling really anxious. yet i still smoked.
i became so depersonalized that, i somehow tried to think how to find my self again, tru reminicsing about the old times, were i was this funny,social kid, all the chicks wanted to be with me, and all da dudes wanted to kick it with me, it was so weird.. just like a few other posts said if i knew weed would of flipped me into being this person i am today, i would'nt of gotten near it! i swear!
but around 2 months i ago, it was the worst time of my life.
i was with a few friends and we were all just smoking and kicking it.
it was okay i gues.. my mood was alright, i had all my friends around. i was at a familar spot.. but then soon as i started smoking weed and the effect took place. i was completely "off"
i tried to act cool, conversate normally, but the sh*t didnt work lol
it was almost like this "uncomtrableness" i was feelin was fuming tru my body and my friends were notcining it.-(anxiety)
i completely shut down. i was quit and weird for the rest of the night... thoughts were racing in my head like "do they think am off, or weird" "yo, ur really being weird right now, stop!" these thoughts were really just messing with me bad! and then the twitching took in and it felt like all eyes were on me, it was crazy!
ive grown up to always keep sh*t to myself no matter what. i dont ever wanna look weak. so for the rest of the night i was sort of fighting my mind yet still tryna remain calm.
ever since this ive completely went into isolation,(social anxiety has me by my balls), i dont hang with my friends anymore and maybe sometimes when i do, even tho i haven't smoke, i still feel weird(anxiety). its sort of like ocd thoughts running tru my head, whispering in my head, "yo, say something, you've been quit for a while" and then ill say some akward BS! its f*****g weird and i hate it!
but then recenetly i have really started to research all of this and it now seems im okay.
obviously everbody in this world fears being alone, and once i figured i wasn't alone anymore. it was like a burden lifted off my chest.. foreeelll
i havent smoke since then..
and i dont plan on it..
but weed does effect everyone differently, to some it gives anxiety to some it doesn't.
u just have to know what f**ks with you and what doesnt.. and move along from there!!
:-) :-D
i felt connected to a few stories on here. i recently turned 20 years old (male) and is suffering from the exact same thing like most of u wrote: anxiety.
I started smoking weed around 2 years ago and it was the craziest yet funnest sh*t i had ever done...
life was good.
but it wasnt till like 9 months i go i started really feeling not like my self, and feeling really anxious. yet i still smoked.
i became so depersonalized that, i somehow tried to think how to find my self again, tru reminicsing about the old times, were i was this funny,social kid, all the chicks wanted to be with me, and all da dudes wanted to kick it with me, it was so weird.. just like a few other posts said if i knew weed would of flipped me into being this person i am today, i would'nt of gotten near it! i swear!
but around 2 months i ago, it was the worst time of my life.
i was with a few friends and we were all just smoking and kicking it.
it was okay i gues.. my mood was alright, i had all my friends around. i was at a familar spot.. but then soon as i started smoking weed and the effect took place. i was completely "off"
i tried to act cool, conversate normally, but the sh*t didnt work lol
it was almost like this "uncomtrableness" i was feelin was fuming tru my body and my friends were notcining it.-(anxiety)
i completely shut down. i was quit and weird for the rest of the night... thoughts were racing in my head like "do they think am off, or weird" "yo, ur really being weird right now, stop!" these thoughts were really just messing with me bad! and then the twitching took in and it felt like all eyes were on me, it was crazy!
ive grown up to always keep sh*t to myself no matter what. i dont ever wanna look weak. so for the rest of the night i was sort of fighting my mind yet still tryna remain calm.
ever since this ive completely went into isolation,(social anxiety has me by my balls), i dont hang with my friends anymore and maybe sometimes when i do, even tho i haven't smoke, i still feel weird(anxiety). its sort of like ocd thoughts running tru my head, whispering in my head, "yo, say something, you've been quit for a while" and then ill say some akward BS! its f*****g weird and i hate it!
but then recenetly i have really started to research all of this and it now seems im okay.
obviously everbody in this world fears being alone, and once i figured i wasn't alone anymore. it was like a burden lifted off my chest.. foreeelll
i havent smoke since then..
and i dont plan on it..
but weed does effect everyone differently, to some it gives anxiety to some it doesn't.
u just have to know what f**ks with you and what doesnt.. and move along from there!!
:-) :-D
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Hello! My name is Dexter Rockwell. I have struggled all my life with the paranoid feeling. I grew up in abuse physical, mental and sexual. All of which im almost positive have taken its toll in making me a it more on the pessimistic side on how i think people view me. I lived my life all the way up till i was 18 as a drug-free, tobacco-free and alcohol-free individual. It was never that i knocked the people who did, but rather that the people who were around me always said "I Was High On Life". I remember being the guy in middle school that was the most popular cause I did all the stuff everyone else was scared to do. I was loud and in your face with all my joy and happiness, it was as though no one could ever bring me down.
Until I Reached My Climax
When I Was The Center Of Attention
Every Were I Went. That Wasn't
Good Enough, I Added Drugs And Drinking
To Enhance Me And Help Me Not Only Come
Out Of My Shell But Now I Could Shatter My Shell
It was when i started smoking weed everyday I realized how screwed up I am when i am sober. Thanks to the abuse and all the times people put me down for trying new things that lead me to creating a world inside my head. I grew up extremely religious. So naturally my complex on finality and judgment always lead most of my highs to an almost supernatural experience with reality. I never got paranoid as in "Cops Are Coming" but rather "Fearing The Rapture Would Take Place" I can remember a time when i would be so baked out of my mind and being able to multi-task and do so much. When I get high I can do so much that i couldn't do before. My throat dries out enough for me to sing properly. My worries become more sizable so that i can face them head on with a level head and not over-reacting. I can not begin to even explain the roller coaster ride that i am on when im sober. I have never been officially diagnosed however prior to treatment my doctor did my claims of (Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar, And ADHD. I have struggled many years with mental breakdowns, so naturally to have something that makes everything ok i fell in love with the way weed made me feel. All my friends would be baked out of the minds and i would be "Baked" enough to face the world with a smile.
Just recently I felt as though it was time to walk away from weed; of course when i did all the problems started. Fights between me and my girlfriend over stupid stuff like the way some guy looked at her. The pet-peeves with her i used to be able to look past now i hate with every passion of my heart. In fact as recently as last night i have been weed free for a little over a month. I got used to the beauty and passion life has to offer when your high that now has been taken away from me. I remember how hard it was to multi-task and how effortless it was to do some many things at one time when i was high. How easy i flowed through conversations. All the thoughts that were no longer jumbled up and clouded out by an overactive brain. I can freestyle like a monster when im high and i have recorded it and listened to it when i sobered up and let me say it all makes sense. Now a days the only thing i can say for myself is (I know the thoughts are there! i know the conversational skills are also there, my piano ability is there) i have potential i just need something to pull it out of me. without it i am only half alive. Lastnight me and my girlfriend argued our way to sleep and she told me "UHHH This is why i dont argue with you, cause you always go around and circles with me" on top of which she told me that "she hates how i assume the worst all the time" all i could say in return was "You dont know what goes on in my head, i dont even know what goes on in my head. i cant control it! when it decides to flip out i get handed emotions i never even wanted at all." then shes all "You always have control you just dont want to change, or you dont want to control it" but she has no clue how severe it is without something to keep my stable and calm! I hate being unstable its in these times i make a fool of myself and i have nothing to say but "Wow did i actually do that?" i swear most of my life sober is lived min. to min. i dont feel coherent to reality at all unless im high or medicated....
Now this wouldn't be a big deal beacause it just sounds like i just need to hit the lunt again right!? well heres the prolems with that were i work i cant smoke weed, on top of which my chick has a huge ordeal about. so is there something medically that can (calm me down, allow my creative thinking to take place, allow me to smile, and allow me to commune in large crowds?) I read a book called "Change Your Brain, Change Your Life" written by: Daniel G. Amen
He lives here in Cali. he does brain scans to check the activity of the brain i want him to diagnose me and help me better understand whats going on with me!!! is there anyone who can relate to my story?
Until I Reached My Climax
When I Was The Center Of Attention
Every Were I Went. That Wasn't
Good Enough, I Added Drugs And Drinking
To Enhance Me And Help Me Not Only Come
Out Of My Shell But Now I Could Shatter My Shell
It was when i started smoking weed everyday I realized how screwed up I am when i am sober. Thanks to the abuse and all the times people put me down for trying new things that lead me to creating a world inside my head. I grew up extremely religious. So naturally my complex on finality and judgment always lead most of my highs to an almost supernatural experience with reality. I never got paranoid as in "Cops Are Coming" but rather "Fearing The Rapture Would Take Place" I can remember a time when i would be so baked out of my mind and being able to multi-task and do so much. When I get high I can do so much that i couldn't do before. My throat dries out enough for me to sing properly. My worries become more sizable so that i can face them head on with a level head and not over-reacting. I can not begin to even explain the roller coaster ride that i am on when im sober. I have never been officially diagnosed however prior to treatment my doctor did my claims of (Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar, And ADHD. I have struggled many years with mental breakdowns, so naturally to have something that makes everything ok i fell in love with the way weed made me feel. All my friends would be baked out of the minds and i would be "Baked" enough to face the world with a smile.
Just recently I felt as though it was time to walk away from weed; of course when i did all the problems started. Fights between me and my girlfriend over stupid stuff like the way some guy looked at her. The pet-peeves with her i used to be able to look past now i hate with every passion of my heart. In fact as recently as last night i have been weed free for a little over a month. I got used to the beauty and passion life has to offer when your high that now has been taken away from me. I remember how hard it was to multi-task and how effortless it was to do some many things at one time when i was high. How easy i flowed through conversations. All the thoughts that were no longer jumbled up and clouded out by an overactive brain. I can freestyle like a monster when im high and i have recorded it and listened to it when i sobered up and let me say it all makes sense. Now a days the only thing i can say for myself is (I know the thoughts are there! i know the conversational skills are also there, my piano ability is there) i have potential i just need something to pull it out of me. without it i am only half alive. Lastnight me and my girlfriend argued our way to sleep and she told me "UHHH This is why i dont argue with you, cause you always go around and circles with me" on top of which she told me that "she hates how i assume the worst all the time" all i could say in return was "You dont know what goes on in my head, i dont even know what goes on in my head. i cant control it! when it decides to flip out i get handed emotions i never even wanted at all." then shes all "You always have control you just dont want to change, or you dont want to control it" but she has no clue how severe it is without something to keep my stable and calm! I hate being unstable its in these times i make a fool of myself and i have nothing to say but "Wow did i actually do that?" i swear most of my life sober is lived min. to min. i dont feel coherent to reality at all unless im high or medicated....
Now this wouldn't be a big deal beacause it just sounds like i just need to hit the lunt again right!? well heres the prolems with that were i work i cant smoke weed, on top of which my chick has a huge ordeal about. so is there something medically that can (calm me down, allow my creative thinking to take place, allow me to smile, and allow me to commune in large crowds?) I read a book called "Change Your Brain, Change Your Life" written by: Daniel G. Amen
He lives here in Cali. he does brain scans to check the activity of the brain i want him to diagnose me and help me better understand whats going on with me!!! is there anyone who can relate to my story?
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Don't worry you all will be better, same thing happened to me, i have changed my life around and now realize that i was so wrong to listen to my friends when they asked me to smoke with them. You must change your lifestyle, to a healthier better one. I found Jesus and have been feeling better each day, sometimes the feelings return but i can easily deal with them now. Try what connector said cause Jesus will cure you, I know from experience.
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well, i have never related to anything on the internet as much as i have related to this illness. Its been almost a year and i still havnt found my self, I have found nothing that helps neither and theres nothing for me to add here but a personal experience.
growing up i had a significant experience with sedatives and alcohol but non of them has really gotten to me. not like weed they havn't. Though it has been around me for a while it took this plant some time to grab my attention. basically its coz i kept my self extremely busy with places and people and the colorful world around me. My experience with society was so intense that i got my self to a point where i got bored of everything and everyone and decided to spend sometime with my self and a select few. so i retreated into my own little bubble where i started smoking hashish daily for 3 years. basically thats when my mysterious, exotic, full of life flame was put out.
I fully understood weed and its effects and gladly accepted them. Infact i conviced my self that i needed them at the time and I thought they would help me chill and tame my wild character. so f**k everyone, everything was an acceptable loss as long as my education was prosperous and my character remained intact. my character remained intact??? well actually yes. Ive read that marijuanna is enough and can trigger DP on its own. but in my case i remained the same guy, atleast to myself, untill one rainy night in february. three years into the experience a deadly combination of sedatives and hash landed me in the ER. After that day my whole world came tumbling down.
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growing up i had a significant experience with sedatives and alcohol but non of them has really gotten to me. not like weed they havn't. Though it has been around me for a while it took this plant some time to grab my attention. basically its coz i kept my self extremely busy with places and people and the colorful world around me. My experience with society was so intense that i got my self to a point where i got bored of everything and everyone and decided to spend sometime with my self and a select few. so i retreated into my own little bubble where i started smoking hashish daily for 3 years. basically thats when my mysterious, exotic, full of life flame was put out.
I fully understood weed and its effects and gladly accepted them. Infact i conviced my self that i needed them at the time and I thought they would help me chill and tame my wild character. so f**k everyone, everything was an acceptable loss as long as my education was prosperous and my character remained intact. my character remained intact??? well actually yes. Ive read that marijuanna is enough and can trigger DP on its own. but in my case i remained the same guy, atleast to myself, untill one rainy night in february. three years into the experience a deadly combination of sedatives and hash landed me in the ER. After that day my whole world came tumbling down.
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hey my name is luis i feel the same way like your boyfriend i been feeling pay on the back of my head i been doing a research and i believe is a post traumatic experience so if he was experience fear while smoking weed now he problably is fearing anything that make him remember that bad experience.
well first. he is not crazy he is scared and he is having panic attacks google panic attacks what he is experimenting are the same symptom of a panic attack but he confuses thinking that he is still high
2.so what you need to do is go to a pshilologist and psychiatrist they going to help you boyfriend and in lees than 2 moths he is going to be cure
3. they going to give him medicine to be not scared or with panic attacks his body need to learn not to fear is i going to give you an example is like when you burn with something you now that is going to hurt right the same thing he is scared probably post traumatic for my opinion there nothing to be scared to go and get help from a psychiatrist or psychologist they are professional that deal with mental health dont be scared get help and if you are under age talk to you family and parents tell the truth they might get mad at first but they are your family they love you more that anything in this planet so get help dont be scared and you will feel better again
good luck my email is _[removed]_ just in case that anyone have question or if you need to talk to some body
well first. he is not crazy he is scared and he is having panic attacks google panic attacks what he is experimenting are the same symptom of a panic attack but he confuses thinking that he is still high
2.so what you need to do is go to a pshilologist and psychiatrist they going to help you boyfriend and in lees than 2 moths he is going to be cure
3. they going to give him medicine to be not scared or with panic attacks his body need to learn not to fear is i going to give you an example is like when you burn with something you now that is going to hurt right the same thing he is scared probably post traumatic for my opinion there nothing to be scared to go and get help from a psychiatrist or psychologist they are professional that deal with mental health dont be scared get help and if you are under age talk to you family and parents tell the truth they might get mad at first but they are your family they love you more that anything in this planet so get help dont be scared and you will feel better again
good luck my email is _[removed]_ just in case that anyone have question or if you need to talk to some body
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hi to evryone first you are not alone and you are not crazy i you see there many people with this feelings first whats going on is that you probably have a trauma because while you were high you got scared when you got scared to a limed that you cant control you created a trauma
ok 2. most of the world population have traumas you just need to go to a psychologist he is going to help you you are not crazy and you are not going to stay like that for ever you just relax if you have this feeling and if you cant control this feeling anymore something that you can drink is Chamomile tea but look for the one that doesn't have caffeine if you are really scared drink 6 or 8 tea bags this would relax you and calm you dam but this is only for a few hour than the same feel would came again
3 so my friends dont thing that you goin crazy because what is going on is that you are scared and because you are so scared you created anxiety and this anxiety when reaches a point that you body can control creates some thing call panic attacks and because of this panic attack you feel weird confused lost burry vision is normal when you are having panic attack i you don't believe me go to wikipedia and look for panic attacks
you know that live is not perfect that with time there new thing that are coming to your way you get sick family member die so many thing as you get old you body would have many disease s and problem doesn't matter if you smoke weed you have a new problem now and you need to get help i would say go to a psychologist but because you problem is fical you need to go to a psychiatrist he would talk to you and give you medice to calm you down and in less tha 3 month you would be cure may be less and about the medicine is just temporal not for ever so i hope this help people and one more thing if you are under age talk to your parents what you are going trough need to be treated they may get mad but at the end they are you family and they love you more than anything in this world for those that they dont have family google metal help and put you state you would find places that you can get help
my name is luis im a hispanic guy sorry that my english is not that good but if you need to talk to some one my email is ***this post is edited by moderator *** *** private e-mails not allowed **
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send me an email and i would answer as fast as i can good luck.
ok 2. most of the world population have traumas you just need to go to a psychologist he is going to help you you are not crazy and you are not going to stay like that for ever you just relax if you have this feeling and if you cant control this feeling anymore something that you can drink is Chamomile tea but look for the one that doesn't have caffeine if you are really scared drink 6 or 8 tea bags this would relax you and calm you dam but this is only for a few hour than the same feel would came again
3 so my friends dont thing that you goin crazy because what is going on is that you are scared and because you are so scared you created anxiety and this anxiety when reaches a point that you body can control creates some thing call panic attacks and because of this panic attack you feel weird confused lost burry vision is normal when you are having panic attack i you don't believe me go to wikipedia and look for panic attacks
you know that live is not perfect that with time there new thing that are coming to your way you get sick family member die so many thing as you get old you body would have many disease s and problem doesn't matter if you smoke weed you have a new problem now and you need to get help i would say go to a psychologist but because you problem is fical you need to go to a psychiatrist he would talk to you and give you medice to calm you down and in less tha 3 month you would be cure may be less and about the medicine is just temporal not for ever so i hope this help people and one more thing if you are under age talk to your parents what you are going trough need to be treated they may get mad but at the end they are you family and they love you more than anything in this world for those that they dont have family google metal help and put you state you would find places that you can get help
my name is luis im a hispanic guy sorry that my english is not that good but if you need to talk to some one my email is ***this post is edited by moderator *** *** private e-mails not allowed **
Please read our Terms of Use
send me an email and i would answer as fast as i can good luck.
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