I smoked one single time about a year ago. I am in this constant fog. For me, if I move my eyes at all during a conversation with anyone or a lecture in school, I feel as though the conversation never existed or I made it all up in my head. This has decreased my social skills and left me wanting to stay home alone vs going out with friends. I feel very dethatched. Sometimes, I feel back to normal and very happy, other times I feel as though I am on the verge of dropping dead for no reason. I just want to say that if you're going through this I understand. After multiple medications and therapy, I started to feel better after a year but right now I'm realizing that it's back. It does come back. and it never really feels like it went away. But the good news is there is ways around it. Try and stay grounded, even if things seem like they aren't really happening you're going crazy, you aren't. The world didn't stop, and you aren't alone. Also a little tip, google doesn't have the answers. I suggest stop researching. I love you and you aren't alone.