I've been feeling "out of it" for about 3 months now. I've just been constantly being bombarded with worries about everything in school and everyone around me. I keep worrying about the most irrelevant things, like whether I'll turn stupid one day, or what to do if I fart in class. It's just the most random things, but I keep worrying about anything and everything I think of.
I guess it's because I'm a really sensitive person and care a lot about what others think of me, but I was never like this before and I'm really scared and worried. Another reason might be because I started hanging out with the wrong group of people at school since grade 7 and was bullied until this year, when I finally pulled away from them. I used to love talking to people and got very high grades in school, but now I feel like everything's changed. I can't even concentrate on schoolwork anymore, and am always anxious about something. It went away for a while after september, but now it's back. I just feel so hopeless and sometimes want to kill myself, thinking that anything is better than living in this body right now. I've always wanted to go to an ivy league school and do great things in life, but this problem is making it really hard for me to accomplish my goals. I'm 16 right now, and am soon going into univeristy, but with this problem, I feel like I won't get accepted into any university.
Are the any suggestions for making it go away? Because I'm really tired of living like this and I feel like I can't take it anymore.
Hello everyone,
Like everyone else said, I thought i was the only one going thru this stuff.. Feel like im going insane feel like something bad could happen at anytime. Sudden panic attacks for no reason. Yes just randomly one day this stuff all came on. Ive been to the hospital and councilers many time, and everyone says i have aniexty disorder. This not a fun thing to live with. I do also have those thoughts of hurting someone i love or myself, but believe i would never ever do that. I also get this feeling like i could just snap and i would go insane and have to be sent to mental institution. I have been takin adivan when i start to get the panic attacks and that seems to work good enough to calm me down. But those thoughts are always still in my head. I hate living this way and wish it just could all go away. I have an appointment scheduled with a psycologist and hope that with help i will be able to get thru this. I feel very depressed and almost like im not in control of my life anymore. I do feel better that im not the only one going thru this but still the thoughts dont go away. I am debating going on antidepressants because ive been told it may get worse. I just hope that i can get over this and for the others that are gonig thru this i wish the best for you aswell. Just keep ur head up and try and keep ur mind off it. If anyone ever finds out a reason behind all this i hope they can post there answers and ways the delt with this.
Thanks and if anyone wants to talk about it feel free to reply.