I had an abortion almost 2 years ago with my boyfriend at the time. A few months after, we broke up and moved on and hadn't spoken since. Soon after I began seeing someone new and we have been living together for 6 months. I was very confident with our decision we made 2 years ago, however in the past month or so I haven't been feeling quite the opposite. Feelings of guilt, sadness, depression, anger. I want my baby back and my family that I would have had : my ex boyfriend. A mutual friend set us up last week to talk and get our feeling out about the abortion in hope that I would feel better. My ex admitted that he wanted to keep the baby but kept it to himself because he wanted the decision to be mainly mine. Ever since last week he and the baby have been all that has been on my mind. He admitted that he is depressed as well and is having trouble with his current girlfriend. I don't want to continue to talk to him as we are both in relationships... But I miss him so much, and we have a past and a bond that no one can understand unless they were put in a similar situation. What do I do? I admitted to my current boyfriend that I've been having thoughts about my abortion but hadn't mentioned that I've also been thinking alot about my ex. Is this normal? Is what I am feeling unfair to my current boyfriend?