I'm battling everyday with this...it's like a long war....something that I have been fighting throughout my life.....it's a tiring lonely battle....
Feeling so disconnected, as if my brain hasnt developed or grown, severe anxiety, life threatening.?I don't know where to start. I'm sure there are others who also have this but cant describe it. It's as if you are watching a movie... everyone seems to be normal but... you on the otherhand.. you feel like everything is spacey... one big movie, and I just feel like Im watching everything like a audience, or a passenger in this life. I worry about everyhting soo much, the way I experience love.. see girls etc... I feel its not the way it should be experienced... I feel something is seriously wrong with my brain... , like I have escaped life somehow, and into some spiritual plane, another dimension... watching from outside...It is so painful, I feel like Im rotting within myself, slowly, dying... I don't trust my own feelings, or the way I think or am perceiving life. I feel it's all unormal.... I feel so detached, disconnected... alone in this feeling... scary... Anyone else feel like this O_O lol.