Over the past 2 days I have felt like I had enough I want to end it, does that mean kill myself not sure but I guess so.

I am on Pegasys RBV combination theraphy 180mcg pegasys 1 injection a week and 3 x Copegus Ribavirin morning and night.

I am also on 2 x 20mg Oxycodone morning and night (sometimes I take 50mg when the pain is worse)
I also take 4 x 300mg cap Gabapentin morning and night.

I am also trying to give up smoking (just started over the past week)