How long will it bleed?

I feel really insecure about my self as my boyfriend hardly has sex with me. We do oral i go down on him and he go down on me which feels good but this is mainly all we do. He says its because I'm so good at it... but i feel differently, I feel theres no passion, no connection its like we're not connected he's in his own imagination he's somewhere else. "Do you want to do some oral babe?" When we do have sex I feel like he's only doing it to make me happy, he's wanting me to hurry up and cum so he can get sucked off. I know you don't get many guys that want to please you, he well never leave me unsatisfied, however even though i cum i feel unsatisfied as i want him to want me, want him to be in the room with me, I want to feel he's doing it because he wants to not because he feels his his job to so. Is it because he doesn't find me attractive, or he's bored of me or I've got c**p vagina i just don't no. i just can't get the answers from him. Does anyone feel the same ???