I am super emotional, and I think i have anxiety?

Hi, you sound like me at your age. I was really shy and would dread people talking to me because I thought then they'd realise how weird I was. But the truth is, you are not wired or strange. You are unique. And as you go through life itvis the people that are ok with being themseleves, even, or especially if that is different from other people, that other people are drawn to. They are the interesting people. The other important thing to know is that most people are so wrapped up in their own lives and their own world that they aren't thinking about you, unless you are a friend or family member. The girl in the store that you don't know probably won't pay much attention to you. It is also important to know that things usually get better once you get out if school. At school there is pressure to be Luke everyone else. That changes as teens mature and go to college or work. You should find college easier socially It sounds like you could gave social anxiety. Talk to your mum if you can. Counseling would he a great idea as it can really be helped with a good therapist. If you can't see a counselor right now your college should offer counseling service so make sure you use them. I did and it has changed my life. Also google social anxiety but only look at reputable sources. There is a lit of misinformation in the web. There us help. You needn't always feel this scared or lonely. When the right people meet you, possibly at college, you will make friends, but some help from a counselor will make all the difference. Best of luck and remember, we are often our own worst critics. Be gentle with yourself.