I feel like dying every day

Hope everything is getting better for you

I want to die everyday

1-800-273-8255

Call this number and talk it out, get some help, friend.

I am so alone . With my in we Demond's consuming me . No where to turn . No one to talk to . No one understands.

I have no emotions.. I'm not happy or sad or angry or anything anymore. I'm not suicidal, I just want to die...

Lately, I have thoughts of dying (not necessarily committing suicide) but I just feel tired and feel at battle with myself, I worry and stress about everything. But, at the same time, I do things, buy things trying to fix myself. Shopping and trying to make things nice at home, maybe subconsciously to "fix" myself. Not sure, but maybe its that I am torn from wanting to feel peace and wanting to find happiness in things. I gravitate to my grand kids who are still so little that they provide me with some joy and unconditional love that I crave.. I'm so torn about my feelings right now. I know I need help and am currently taking anti-depressants, but think I need more help..

Is someo e there

Is anyone there please?

I feel like dying everyday. My boyfriend is so mean to me. He caught me texting other guys and he hates me now but he will not leave. He says his goal is to mAke My life miserable. I sometimes wish I would just not wake up. I know I need help but it's so hard to ask for help. I feel so scared all the time. I have that anxiety feeling as soon as i wake up until I fall asleep. I feel so alone. To top it off my boyfriend told my parents a lot of lies about me. I feel like my life is never going to be the same. I feel like my time is coming to an end

I can understand where you are coming from , I myself am a loser ...I hope you will find new friends ,I know I won't 

Im gud at studies but something made me not tu just concentrate....i cant join my batch mates feeling so depressed...but im a person of smiling fr anything... but it has been 3 months i have smiled..i think .. i luv myself so much.nw i started hating myself ...thinking to die and die recurrently

I feel the same, it's taxing on me really. Every single day I drive to drop the kids off, and on my way to work I wonder if I truck's going to take me out, or if I'm just going to have a heart attack and die in traffic. Six months ago, I had a Breast Cancer scare, I went for all the tests, and in the week I waited for the results I prepared myself for the worst. When the Pathologist called to tell me that its A-Typical and not cancer - believe it or not, I was disappointed. I know why I feel this way.... I feel used. At home I'm the only one runnign around to make things work. I rush to help kids with homework, when hubby needs tea, I make him tea, when its dinenr time I cook, I clean, I do everythign. I even book my own car in for a service, or tyres. That week when I was waiting for my results, everyone around me was so helpful. Hubby cooked, he helped the boys, the boys sorted their rooms out... it was heaven... and then WHAM! All back to square one. Unless I'm dying or really ill, I'm on my own ... and I know it's my own fault, but how do I change things that had been going on forever! I'm at my whits end. If I raise the topic at home, I'm told "But why don't you ask for help?" "It's your own fault if you insist on doing everyting." And then when i do ask for help I get this "I'll do it just now" or "Lets get a domestic worker to help." and I'm like... And pay a fortune for a hand when we can hardly afford it??? Why is my life so pathetic.... why do I have to litterally turn at deaths door before anyone gives a flying .... you know? The point is... I want to die, but I won't commit suicide. I'm diabetic and I have high blood pressure, if I fail to take my meds, my health will deteriorate and sooner or later I'll just keel over - that's what I currently feel like.

There is nothing left in life for me my whole family has been taking from me i have no reason to live

Me too. I just don’t see the point of why I am even here. I’m literally irrelevant. I’m awkward and I make things weird. I don’t know why people pretend I’m normal.

I got fail in my last semester in my last exam of my Law graduate degree,I cannot get lisence until I clear off my exams, I cannot tell to my father ,I was working under a lawyer who didn’t shown any interest in me ,I thought of doing but my brain doesn’t work,I have a gf who is cute but many a times she doesn’t understands me ,she spy on me she doubts me and I m loyal to her then I feel hatered, I don’t talk to many I m trying to divert myself,I have bigger plans but when I see my father condition I cry , poverty is something which squeeze you from inside .i feel bad when I spend his money . My parents are old , I know I m a garbage and this garbage place is not in this world , I have no
Existence and soon I will go ... Sorry