Hi all,

I am 22 years old and on boxing day 2012 i found out i was pregnant... well at the time of finding out i was so happy, shocked but happy. To cut a long story short the my partner of a year wasnt ready and although this cut me up i respected that and decided to go through with a termination (biggest mistake o my life).

It has been almost a year since thi happened and i have not been able to move on from it, not only that but i am now extremely broody and its getting to the point where i cannot sleep properly, sexual intercourse makes me cry and i am very snappy a few people around me. Anyone who knows me knows that i am not a bad person i wear my heart on my sleeve but lately i just feel so depessed that i dont want to get out of bed in th morning but obviously i have to get up for work.

I didnt talk to anyone after my abortion i couldnt bring myself to except that what i did was not an act of selfishness it was purely not the right time for us.

If anyone can relate to this i could really use some advice. I know i would make a good mum and i dont want people to think i want to replace the one i lost because i am not, i just would love to be a mum and the thought of having to wait and feel like i do for years is just killing me.

Thanks (sorry for ranting on) x