13/F And I'm insanely attracted to my ex step-cousin, he's about 16-17 and I really like him but I can't moderate my thoughts I've tried masturbation (playing with my clit only) and it's becoming worst cause all I think about is him. I have some really x-rated dreams about him and it's really frustrating as I know I'll never be with him but just the sheer thought of his touch makes me feel sooo happy and tbh I just need some advice on how this can stop because in a couple days I'll be going to his town and I'm sure I'll bump into him and honestly sexually I don't think I'll be able to control myself but I reaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanna stay a virgin it's just he makes me so turned on&happy. Btw I'm a virgin and I've know him for about 7or8 years. Thanks in advance.
wow, well girl it sounds like your in love, or very sexually frustrated and deprived the only way I suggest you get over him is by having sex with him i know for a fact youll orgasm sooo hard if your that in love with him. but maybe you should make it more of a buisnesss ordealll than romantic.