I quit everything 9 months ago. Regular speed, x, acid, and pot use. Did it so that I wouldn't be on the streets when I was finally given the chance to live with family while I recovered. Seeing it as an opportunity, I took it. The consolation was that I would feel good when it was over. That I wouldn't have the constant lows and mood swings that were always present- the unpredictability of how I'd feel off the drugs.
But its been 9 months, and I still feel just as shitty as before. Amazingly enough, been clean this entire time. I'm currently enrolled in classes at the local community college to get a phlebotomy license, and not doing too terrible at it. So why don't I feel good? Why did I f*****g quit in the first place if I'd be in the exact same situation I was 9 months ago? Its been so shitty lately that I'm going to fail one of the classes that are required, meaning everything is just going to get prolonged even further. Knowing that I'm still not building up a semi-successful life isn't helping either.
Any ideas, good internet-folk?
But its been 9 months, and I still feel just as shitty as before. Amazingly enough, been clean this entire time. I'm currently enrolled in classes at the local community college to get a phlebotomy license, and not doing too terrible at it. So why don't I feel good? Why did I f*****g quit in the first place if I'd be in the exact same situation I was 9 months ago? Its been so shitty lately that I'm going to fail one of the classes that are required, meaning everything is just going to get prolonged even further. Knowing that I'm still not building up a semi-successful life isn't helping either.
Any ideas, good internet-folk?
Hey!
If you have been up to a lot of drugs for a while..
You just have to clean up your life completely.
And it takes time! Eat healthy, workout, sleep enough (not too much) and so on..
Let the time take care of the wounds...