hi im just gonna go by Mike . Ok i dont know what i can do to forget this but when i was 10 i woke up like every other morning to go to school and so i get ready and as me and my mom walked outside to see a women with her face straight down in the mud not moving blood around her . so as soon as my mom see's her she runs of corse then she tells me to call 911 so im on the phone telling them where i live then i handed it to my mom then as i go and get the women a planket i see someone just jump the fence as everything was happening cop show up theres a search and is never found. i had people talk to me and ask me questions but it never rested in my mind can someone please explain if they can help
sometimes these things won't go away till you have spoken to someone.. people like councilers are there like a friend to listen, they do a 12 week sesion and thats mostly all they need to do.
the easier solution is to write the full story down on a piece of paper then ring a care center like lifeline or kids help line. they deal with many people in the same day but are happy to be there to simply listen.
this will tell you in your own mind weather or not you need more help.
your not strange, you jusdt need a friend to talk to.. god bless you for coming out and saying it, you have just done the first step in clearing your mind.
hope this helps. ask if u think i have missed anything
one more thing, if u ever get stressed then drink a cup of water slowly. it's a simple thing that does wonders :)