O.K. so basically about 4 months ago I got a really bad flu. I was trying to make all of my college courses across the city without missing class, so I just took a bunch of nyquil to help me get thorugh it. I appearently took too much niquil, which put me in what the doctors called a state of delirium, I had no idea why at the time but I was seeing stuff comeing out of walls, haveing really distrubed dreams, and then I ended up just not sleeping for about a week altogeather. I dont remember doing it, but appearently the unintentional bad trip caused me to freak out so bad that I swallowed an entire bottel of asprin and sleeping pills, but luckily I was taken to the hospital before there was any perminant damage. This is my problem: the doctors cant seem to tell me what no perminant damage exactly means, they at first said just lay off drinking for a few months, I did for the most part, but now I have had to cut out drinking alltogeather because I have been getting pains on the left side of my stomach and my stool has been really dark. I have gone in numberious times for hemoglobin and other blood work and the doc says that according to the charts I am perfectly healthy, one doc said it might be an ulsor (I am only 18 so I kind of doubt this) and gave me pantoloc to take for 6 weeks. I am confused here because I always thought you needed to take antibiotics to treat an ulsor, and he said I probably had one after just examining me for like 3 minutes. Any advice, its been 4 months and I really just want to heal and get back to being my old self.