okay, i've done alot of things, basically everything expect full on sex (im 18 by the way(: ) but when i try masterbation myself, it doesnt feel good...at all but when someone else does it for me, then i can feel the pleasure
is this weird?
Yes it is. So many boys get together to do it.
We both felt very tired after... lol
However be4 18 is ok - its not so gay (you are lucky if u get a chance to do it once) but after that age people start taking it seriously. So really, I suggest you let a girl do it for you.