Hey , im in a situation that i dont know what im gonna do and i want to hear some opinions because with people i know i find it hard to open myself . When i was at school i met this girl and we fell in love , i always knew i am bi sexual but i ve been with man and i never felt satisfied and comfortable 100% , with this girl i decided to start a relashionship and we are in love , i would kill and die for her but something happened and since that day i cant stop crying and hiding things inside me . About 4 years ago she came to me and said that shes transgender that she dont feel confortable with her body and she started hormones and had breast reduction ... it was a shock to me but i dont show it because i need to be supportive for . She dosent even have a family to turn to so i feel very protective . Last year she asked me to marry her and i couldnt say no , next year were gonna get married but i dont feel so happy about it . When we cuddle or flirt i like it but when we come to intimate stuff i dont feel satisfied and sometimes i dont even like what i see . I dont imagine myself living without him/her because if i lose him/her i lose my bestfriend and even the one because hes/shes the only reason i believe in love. Any suggestions pls ? Thanks