Hi Everyone,
I just thought I would send out this post, perhaps someone has felt this way before.
I posted in November about the miscarriage that I had at 11 weeks. I would be having my baby boy on June 11th, and you know something, my usual "PMS" symptoms have been some pretty big "down" feelings. I wonder if this has anything to do with my little one going to heaven too early. I sat and thought this morning, wondering actually if maybe my body is possibly still in some way going through some sort of "confusion" with the loss. I know it has been 6 months, but I still have the odd feelings.
I wonder if any of the ladies in this forum, whom have had a miscarriage, or had an abortion had their bodies go through this similar experience. I was told that it would be a "odd" feeling, along with alot of emotional issues throughout this experience. I talked with my husband about how I was feeling. Sometimes waking up in the morning feeling very sad. I just dont know.
I am alright, I just feel a little "off". Would it make any sense that my body is still "tricked" into thinking that something is not right? It seems as though my period cramping is also coming a little stronger and ALOT earlier than it did before. It is about 2 weeks prior to my period coming. I know I am not pregnant.
I spoke with my husband, and we decided that we did not want pursue having another child, as this experience was just far too upsetting for the both of us. We decided that we would pray and ask this Lord to make it clear to us if He wanted to give us another child, or adopt. I dont know, it is SOOO very confusing, as I see babies, and my feelings are torn. I know it is nothing but an absolute MIRACLE to become pregnant.
I am thinking that possibly I will go through some "post natal" issues after the due date, maybe not. It is fascinating how the body is just so perfectly created. If anyone has had similar feelings, or has gone through this shoot me a post. I would love to hear all sides you ladies. Thank you so very much, and blessings to you.
Hizgrace :-) :-| :-D :-| :-D :-| :-D :-| :-D :-|
I just thought I would send out this post, perhaps someone has felt this way before.
I posted in November about the miscarriage that I had at 11 weeks. I would be having my baby boy on June 11th, and you know something, my usual "PMS" symptoms have been some pretty big "down" feelings. I wonder if this has anything to do with my little one going to heaven too early. I sat and thought this morning, wondering actually if maybe my body is possibly still in some way going through some sort of "confusion" with the loss. I know it has been 6 months, but I still have the odd feelings.
I wonder if any of the ladies in this forum, whom have had a miscarriage, or had an abortion had their bodies go through this similar experience. I was told that it would be a "odd" feeling, along with alot of emotional issues throughout this experience. I talked with my husband about how I was feeling. Sometimes waking up in the morning feeling very sad. I just dont know.
I am alright, I just feel a little "off". Would it make any sense that my body is still "tricked" into thinking that something is not right? It seems as though my period cramping is also coming a little stronger and ALOT earlier than it did before. It is about 2 weeks prior to my period coming. I know I am not pregnant.
I spoke with my husband, and we decided that we did not want pursue having another child, as this experience was just far too upsetting for the both of us. We decided that we would pray and ask this Lord to make it clear to us if He wanted to give us another child, or adopt. I dont know, it is SOOO very confusing, as I see babies, and my feelings are torn. I know it is nothing but an absolute MIRACLE to become pregnant.
I am thinking that possibly I will go through some "post natal" issues after the due date, maybe not. It is fascinating how the body is just so perfectly created. If anyone has had similar feelings, or has gone through this shoot me a post. I would love to hear all sides you ladies. Thank you so very much, and blessings to you.
Hizgrace :-) :-| :-D :-| :-D :-| :-D :-| :-D :-|