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I know how you all feel.  I am married to a man that is so mad all the time.  I love him soo much and cant seem to please him.  I just dont know what to do anymore.  Sometimes he is wonderful and then he gets mean again.  it is so hurtful.  we can have a great night and day and then the next day hes so mean to me.  He starts baggering me.  and not in a nice way.  Did i do this ,  did i do that.  It never ends.  I shake when he yells.  It makes me a nervous wreck.  But i lvoe him so much.  I keep thinking maybe i have to leave here. but then he gets nice again.  Im so confused.  I cry all the time lately.  i hide it from him ,  he hates when i cry.  I want so much for it to work but i dont know how long i can take this.  sometimes,  i think he hates me.  but then he says he doesnt want me to go.  Life has been so hard at times for me.  i thought i had finally found a good life but its so so hard sometimes. and i lvoe this man so much.  I just dont know what to do.  im sorry,  does anyone have any advice on what they do to survivie a life like this?
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I know exactly how you feel, it's crazy to live they way we do but it is so hard to leave. I have been married for 6 years, I was a very calm laid back happy person and when he would get in one of his moods I would get scared, but now I just get as angry as he does and I treat him the way he treats me. He keeps telling me not to do that, that it will make it worst but being nice to him dosent make it better either. I don't think I would suggest that for every one because my marriage is not physically abusive, just verbally and emotionally. I thought acting like that would make me feel guilty but it didn't, it normally makes me proud of myself for sticking up for myself and he is allot quicker to apologize. It dosent always work though, sometimes I just have to walk away from him and make it clear to him that I dont want him to fallow me.

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Dear Women,

 

You poor things. It's not too late to get out. Some of you need to leave. You need to take charge and just get out as fast as you can. Once you do it, you feel suddenly feel a sense of success and happiness. I can't believe some of your parents would send you back to a man that hates you. One day, you will need to tell your parents how wrong that is....you only have one life, so live it the way you want to....even if the first step is hard and impossible. It may get worse before it gets better, but you have to do it.

 

jta

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Hi, i have a problem with my partner, we are not married yet, but we´ve been together for almost 9 months. I dont know how to start but its like he easily gets upset. very small things he makes it big, we are fighting for nothing. Just like one time he wants me to buy an ice cream, so i bought but he doesnt like the flavor. So he was upset and he is telling me that i am silly, and he never talked to me,he is treating me like i am a kid that he can say whatever he wants to say, he said that i have no brain, then he kicked me out of the bed, that he doesnt want me to sleep with him, coz he hates me. Then  he told me that he wants that flavor this and that etc. the next time i went to the store,l i looked for the ice cream he wants, i didnt found any of it, then he was upset again and say why dont i take anything, they are still the same ice cream , now i told him you dont like them anyway!!Then he said oh c´mon you are such a silly nut, you dont know how to think, so i was really crying, like i cant live like this anymore... not only that he is very impatient, doesnt know how to understand, whatever he thinks, he thinks he is right, and whenever i tell him something, he gets mad at me coz its just silly and then when he realized that i am right he gets mad at me,, i dont know if who is sick,, is it me or him, i dont know.. coz everything that i do for him is always wrong, i feel like i have no freedom, in everything... he easily gets mad when he talked to me and i say pardon coz i didnt understand it, and he will say that i am not listening. whenever we are playing golf, chess, soduku, any games and he loses he was totally mad like hell. So i dont know what to do, sometimes i dont want to go with him anymore, i want to stay home and be alone,and when i dont come with him, he is mad again, every week we have a fight and it lasts for 2 days or 3 days,, so how can i be happy with it, the worst thing is when he say that we dont fit, so i have to leave, i cant stand it anymore, so i packed up everything and ready to leave , but he blocked me. and say that what i am doing is wrong.. I am really silly. So i told him i am not doing wrong, its only wrong when i leave without a reason, but you are the one forcing me to leave so i will. but then he has a lot of excuses and he talks to me, then everything goes fine and he hugs me, the day after he was mad again, i am really scared when he gets mad because its very awful, it makes me so sad.. when we are in harmony, it makes me happy but i am always thinking that he wont get mad again, i am always praying that he wont be mad again, but just very small things it turns the fire on.. I am a college instructor before, but he wants me to stop coz he can afford anyway, so i quit. and he is just giving me money the same with what i have when i was working, so its like i am working for him, all the work at home, i am doing it. i am like an all around maid. My life before is better than what i have now because i feel free. He is nice but the only problem is his being an angry man always. I kept on understanding him... But it seeems like i dont have any future for him. I am 30 and he is 65.. I want to go back to work but he doesnt want to. But he is not giving me any security anyway,if hes gone i have nothing.. Now i am thinking of leaving him. Am i doing the right thing...??? do i still deserve better than him???There are a lot of things to say but i am tired to discuss them alll. he is such a person that wants to be understood, but never know how to understand.
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ive been married 2 years but been together for 8 years my husband makes it really hard for me to be a possitive person.What really hurts the most is that we used to b so happy nd now i cant even talk to him without him shouting at me or just been nasty with me.Im expecting our first child nd i thought that might make him a happier person but it only lasted a couple of weeks before he went bck to been awful to me im honestly wondering if id be better off leaving him :(
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Oh Blah, Blah, Blah,

I'm tired of the whining! When you get married, your life changes, and a woman takes on very different rolls. As a husband I am out in the world, and its tough. We want to come home to a safe haven, but, all we get is nagging and attitude.
Maybe my case is different. I am married to an ex druggie, and now an alcoholic. After a couple she becomes a nasty drunk. I have talked to her closest friend, and asked what I can do different. She replies that its not me.

I have read the posts, and I will stand by this statement. Women are the first people to fall in love, and the first to fall out of love! Suck it up and try being a wife, instead of a weight in his shoulders.

At least women have options. I can't leave, because even though my wife has a drug and alcohol history, the courts will automatically give her my children. If I stay, at least they have a buffer.
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As a kid that grew up in a voilent household i thought I'd help you out here.

The best thing that my mother ever did for the family was to leave my father. He was a violent argumentative and self-centered man. If he didnt get his way, the tea wasnt on the table at home or if he'd just had a bad day he'd take it out on her. I heard a lot of arguments and even saw the odd fight, which has often made me wonder how many fights i didnt see. After a while of taking it out on her and getting away with it he started taking it out on the kids too.

We all know that arguments happen in relationships and that its actually part of getting to further understand each other, show the difference of opinions that we never knew the other had and in a few cases that we can't work around or live with.
What there is NEVER room for though is violence. A strong, reliable and loving partner will be able to accept theyre wrong or if theyre right should be able to show you WHY. A weak and self-centered partner will only think of being right themselves no matter the cost and when this turns to violence to intimidate the other party, you know its not going to stop. I can't remember how many times I heard the mantra "Im sorry, it'll never happen again" as a kid. They may well feel remorse afterwards and say they werent themselves, but we all know thats untrue. Remorse is simply self pity, and without true empathy they wont stop.

Genuinely, do yourselves and your children a favour. Be a strong enough role model and person to tell the partner they need to change or you'll remove yourself from the situation. Courts will always side against a violent partner (especially in cases of children being involved), and if this means taking photographic evidence of injuries and/or logging a complaint with police at the time then it all helps the case.

It's not right and you should leave anybody that can't see that. Speaking from my childhood POV, It's best for all involved. I love my mother more for being strong enough to overcome her fear and doing what was right not just by her but the children.
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I feel you.
well, i mean, i'm not married, but my dad is the exact same way. He blows up at the randomest sh*t, and turns what could be simple bickering into critical scrutinization about everything - my "subconscious rebelliousness" my sisters intelligence, and my mom's love for him....
it's really ridiculous cause in the end he's will always find some way to come to the conclusion that we're all s**m as human beings for doing stuff like leaving the screen door open...

it's really horrible for my mom my sisters, and me to feel like we have to tiptoe around him everyday in fear, but
divorce is big. And i think it's really different for every family.
for my family, although all of us (my mom, sisters, and me) really suffer from my dad's raging and bipolarness, things would probably not get any better with a divorce simply because deep down somewhere, i know my parents still really love each other and probably wouldn't be able to go on and function without each other (not without a lot of time, at least)

there's also the added stress and pressure from the fact that we are from an asian culture, which sheds a very, VERY negative light on divorce...

and, this is a family with 3 kids, so placing all the finance and care on my mother (since I doubt any of us would want to be under my fathers custody) would be immensely stressful and draining, esp. with 2 of us in college. 
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so really think it though. think about YOUR familiy's circumstances, and how YOU would carry on after the divorce, whether or not you'd be better off emotionally/physically with a divorce than without it.

i hope things work out. 
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I have been married for 19 years to a wonderful man whom I loved very much until 3 days ago!
He is kind, loyal, supportive, thoughtful, fun intelligent and handsome. That is 50% of him-the other 50% is deceitful, controlling, arrogant, manipulative, angry, rants & rages, screams and yells at me on a constant basis. We can be happy as bliss for a week, month, 6 months and then boom the monster always comes back to torment me. He finds fault with everything I do, controls everything, talks about me behind my back to his mother and tells her of every row we have. I am always to blame and he will never sit down in an adult way to discuss our problems as he starts yelling at me and blaming me for everything. I now think through research he is a narcissist and a highly conflictive personality. I am 51 and have no children with little money of my own in a low paying job so would not know where to go if I left. His mother endorses all his neurotic ramblings about me which has ruined our relationship- never once has she corrected him. On Xmas day, he slapped me for the 1st time as I was trying to push past him to leave the house and he told me it was medicinal!!! He is deluded, in no way will ever accept responsibility for his words or actions and I notice once he gets really worked up he has no capacity to soothe himself and calm down. He phones his mother tells her what a monster I am and she condones and agrees with him-so I not only have one but two sick monsters to deal with. For a mother to allow her son to be deluded and deny reality, responsibility and remorse is beyond sick to me. I blame her for the way he is. I told her that he slapped me and she actually said, "what did you do to deserve that" beggars belief. But things will change now because the biggest mistake he ever made in his life was hitting me. That snapped my heart ties to him and I now see him as a wife batterer-big mistake on his behalf! My heart is sick with grief and worry as to my future but one thing is for sure this time things will change because after that slap I will NEVER forgive him.
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I think the angry man is telling this Story that's what I think, until you have you lived with one you really don't know.......:'(
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I know what you all are experiencing. My husband doesn't hit but he is verbally and emotionally abusive. I have been married 17 years to this man and have come to learn that he is negative about everything. I find myself tensing up around him when he is around. My teeth clench and I even started having to wear a mouth piece when I sleep to prevent damage to my teeth due to the teeth grinding that happens in my sleep. My husband has a negative thing to say about everybody. I have never heard him say a good thing about someone. I have never heard him compliment anyone or even say I like that guys car. If it isn't negative, you won't hear it from him. When he drives, all I hear about is bad drivers and the stupid things they do. At the store, it is about how stupid people look in what they are wearing. I have 3 daughters and they clench up around him. It is like walking on eggshells. Heck even the dog is afraid of him and the dog hides when he comes into the room. He is a control freak and I have told him this but he refuses to acknowledge it. If we are sitting watching tv and having diner. All of our 4 dogs have to sit on there beds or he is not happy. The small dog who is very afraid of him tries to sneak off and that just flares him up to the point he runs after the dog like a crazy man. My youngest daughter quickly gets up and says I will get him and she gets the dog and makes him lay on his dog bed. But for the remainder of the show and diner. I can't concentrate and neither can my daughters. They sit watching the little dog from the corner of there eye to make sure he stays. Tell me that is not controlling. He also hates when I disagree with him. All of a sudden he says I am not his wife. For goodness sakes, he gets angry and threatens me if I don't follow throw and listen to him. He says I am not trying to control you but if you do that, you are gonna see how things are gonna change around here. Naturally, I end up going with his ideas because I know things won't change for the better. It is a crazy life. I suffer from Gerd and he wonders why. He says don't stress yourself out. Wow, I wonder why I get stressed? He wants me to micromanage the kids. I work and this is hard to do and I tell him they need to learn. If they screw up, they get grounded like any other kid. For him, he would rather they not have the opportunity to mess up. He would rather I watch there every move. I have spoken to my husband so many times about how I feel and that he needs help but he always ends up saying that I am the one who is seriously mental. My children are being affected by this and I wish he would do something but I really think that I am speaking to a wall when I talk to him. He came from an alcoholic father. His father passed away due to his drinking but he doesn't think this affected him. I think that is where the control comes from. He wants to have control because he had none as a child. Life is chaotic with him now because when things are good and we seem to be doing well and the kids are happy, he seems to be waiting for the next bad thing to happen and if it doesn't, he creates chaos. I can't tell if this is all due to his alcoholic family background or if he is bipolar. He doesn't drink and never has but he sures acts like a drunk in his unpedictablility. Wish I could just walk out the door. I don't think that is gonna be very long from now because I am very fed up and if he doesn't want the help and refuses, then there is not much more I can do. I am doing my part by sticking around this long and I am willing to stick around if he gets help.

 

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yes you definitely deserve better!!
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Hi i feel here that everyone deserves the best.

So if you are planning something new.. Do consider looking back if you have some hope left.

If you find a ray of hope..Just sit down togather and try to understand whats bothering each other.

Just by writing and posting on this above will not get the frustration out...

One more thing.... its always better to pen each others positive & negative points down and exchange it.

The conclusiion here is that you improvise on the positive point & try to restrict each others negativeness, atleast in front of each other. Trust me it works.

Men are unconfident lot and need a lot of positive attention... Women only need trust and a lot of pamper with love.

As far as there is no hope in a relation its better to walk away a little to check whether you are doing it right. Before you walk away too far..

Believe me guys... togatherness was derived from a word called to...gather, it is never alone that you  arrived so far

 

 

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What a BS!! Are you the angry husband???
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mY HUBAND IS DAILY FIGHTING WITH ME AND HE IS ASKING ME LEAVE HIS HOUSE AND GO TO YOUR PARENTS HOUSE.
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