After l had 14 days of no periods,l took the test and it showed positive,l could not believe it,l even tested 3 more times, l just but into tears, l called my husband he never supported , he only told me he doesnot believe in abortion but l can do what l want. I had bortion on 10/17/ 08. it its something l never thought l could do in my life, but because my husband of 2yrs had abandoned me, not coming back home not helping with rent/utilities plus me going to college full time and a full time job, there was no way l thought l could make it. up to now l still regreat what l did, for 10 days l've been in tears, may be l would have waited coz l did it in 4 days the moment l found out, l also regeat for not telling anyone else coz may be they could have stopped me from it. I did went to conselors but l 've to wait until feb'09 that's when post abortion classes start.I feel the guilt and l greive every time l see a preg. woman.Also my husband calls me a devil.With all the physical &emotional pain l'm going through, Pliz always ask before you act.
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you are not the devil!! im so sorry for your situation.. i could not imagine what your going through. but coming on here and opening up about it, and getting your feelings out there is the first step to "recovery". i am 19 years old, and i had an abortion 6 weeks ago. my bf too said the exact same thing "you do what you want but i cant do this". that was basically what made my desicion for me.. i didnt want to do it alone. but here is a theory of mine that is making it alot easier to deal with.
every person is gifted from God to have a certain amount of children. and if and when that child is conceived at the wrong time and place..God will accept them back into his home, until they are ready to be brought into the world.
nobody is ever gone, ever. i know your heart is aching but you have to get past this. i felt horrible after my procedure, and i still do. but you cant tear yourself apart because of it.
The will of God will not take you where the grace of God will not protect you.
in other words, He wont let anything happen to you that He doesnt think you can overcome.
i hope this helps xoxo
every person is gifted from God to have a certain amount of children. and if and when that child is conceived at the wrong time and place..God will accept them back into his home, until they are ready to be brought into the world.
nobody is ever gone, ever. i know your heart is aching but you have to get past this. i felt horrible after my procedure, and i still do. but you cant tear yourself apart because of it.
The will of God will not take you where the grace of God will not protect you.
in other words, He wont let anything happen to you that He doesnt think you can overcome.
i hope this helps xoxo
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