hi im currently pregnant i am 20 years old with no job and currently in college. Me and my boyfriend had been together for 3 years and we already have a child who is now 2 but because of certain situations it is hard for us to have another child at least this is what he tells me. i am extremly lost idk what to do i have not gone through with the abortion as of yet but the day is getting closer i just want to know how you coped with it if you dont mind sharing ur story i know this was 5 years ago but how did it work out for u is everything ok were you and your husband able to move on and still love eachother without blaming eachother. Please help me before i make the wrong decision i need to know that i will be ok and that i wont blame myself forever i feel so bad and worthless for what i am about to do, im scared and just need to speak to someone about it. though my boyfriend is here for me i still feel he doesnt know how to help me deal with this i feel like he beats himself up for making me go through with this decision. and eveytime we try to talk about it i just begin to cry it hurts to even talk about it without me feeling like a monster please help me from one female who has been through it to another who is going through it what should i do