Lets face the facts:

  • I'm 18 years old
  • I'm 5'9 and I weigh about 245lbs
  • I've been sexually active too far before I was supposed to.

I've always been a big girl, seriously. There has never been a time where I almost broke the scale (okay, maybe not THAT big. But always about 50 lbs. Over)

As far back as i can remember, (and according to my adopted mother whos had me since i was 6weeks old) ive always been 'smelly' and have had terrifying boils/masses down between my thighs and on my butt. We would go to the doctor, she would identify it as Staph , but it was never colony of boils, it was simply one or two, three at the most. And they were HUGE.( Like theres one located on my butt and it feels like im sitting on a golfball. Not kidding.) They would identify it, give me a crappy sized antibiotic and some creams. They never worked. They never had the opportunity to cut them open and retrieve it a sample of the actual bacteria, this was because of the fact that they had either bust, it wasnt at a head, or "seeped back into my bloodstream" it was terrifying.

 

Fast forward to current day and age :

Ive had my share of STDs that i never want to experience again (especially not the combinations) I've been treated for gonorhea , clymadia, vaginitis/vaginosis, and trich. Its a pain.

But the most common infection I deal with is the Yeast Infection. I used to not be able to spot them. But now its like I just know. I stink . I stink I stink. I have horrible itchiness . and I admit I do scratch. But the way it itches I would die if I didn't relieve it. The location of the extreme itchiness is located around the opening of the vagina, but on the outside. I bought some antifungal creams for the infections but I read the box and it said "don't use this product if you have back pain"

I have developed crappy back that just shifts as the day progresses.

What ia happening ?? A lot of people warn AGAINST using soap in the vagina area, but if i dont the smell intensifies, but it replaces it with another smell, another nasty smell. So either way I'm bound to smell.

Is all of this connected??? Like is there a possible disease or something bigger than a regular doctor ??? Is there a possibility that my biological mother had something and it just passed on to me????

Please help.