This incident was my first major panic attack. I have smoked weed for about 10 years, so when I had this panic attack, it really shocked me. It was New Years Eve 2006/2007, my girlfriend and I went to the liquor store and I recall a feeling of unease, or tenseness. I don’t know why I felt like that. I just did. We went to my friend's house around 9pm. We were drinking and watching TV. I took a few puffs from a joint and it got me really high. 10 minutes later I started to feel sick. I thought that I was having a bad reaction to the weed. I started to feel my heart racing uncontrollably and I experienced a surge of symptoms includeding hyperventilation, sweating, shortness of breath, nausea, a slight choking sensation, hot/cold flashes, shaking, faintness, and exhaustion. I was scared most when I had trouble breathing. I wanted them to drive me to the emergency room but I embarrassed that I was being an inconvenience. I thought I was having a heart attack. The mental symptoms included a feeling of impending doom, fear of losing control, fear of death, fear that I was going crazy and fear that I had a serious illness. Also, a sense of "unrealness" or "unreality" which is known as derealization and a disconnection from my body, known as depersonalization. This panic attack lasted over a period of 4 hours, gradually becoming less intense and shorter, with 10-15 minute intervals of feeling fine. It was most unsettling. During this time, I lay down and took deep breaths to relax (which helped a bit), even took a shower. Eventually I calmed down enough to be able to drive home. What a way to start the year. I visited the doctor 2 days later and he gave me some anxiety pills which I was supposed to take when I feel anxious. Unfortunately, over the next month I had several more panic attacks. The worst ones were 2 that happened in public and one that happened during my sleep. I also began to feel anxious all the time, gradually getting scared to even go outside. I finally hit a breaking point a month and a half after the new years eve panic attack and went back to the doctor to get on some serious medication. Doctor put me on Paxil (Paroxetine) and after getting over the first week of adjusting to the drug (lots of side effects) I began to feel better. Searching Paxil online and reading side effects kinda scared me, but I realized that even if you look up Tylenol, you'll get pages of side effects. I dont like the thought of being on an anti-anxiety drug but it has helped. Also am seeing a therapist at my University which helps a lot. I quit marijuana, cigarettes, caffeine, any type of stimulant. Finding something to focus on and take my mind off my problem is key. I know that marijuana can induce a panic attack. I have read many scientific journals that suggest a strong link. I also know that panic attacks have many other different causes. The best thing you can do is educate yourself about panic attacks, stop taking stimulants, resume activities that you regularly engage in (exercise is a good one), and a combination of medication and therapy. Medication will re-balance the neurochemicals in your brain and therapy will teach you relaxation techniques for anxiety and strategies to minimize or control the anxiety and panic attacks. The solution to this problem is 50/50. 50% you seeking help and 50% you fighting and taking a stand against it. Fortunately, most of you (myself included) live in places where help and resources are available. The earlier you intervene and begin to control this problem, the better your future. So long, farewell and good luck.
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I'm not sure if I'm ready to quit smoking weed and furthermore, I am really ambivalent about how I feel about being forced to quit smoking for fear of panic attacks. A part of me is somewhat glad that my body gave me a real reason to quit that I never had before, but the other part of me is incredibly upset that my own body is rejecting my favorite mode of relaxation and enjoyment. As a smoker, all my friends smoke, and of course my boyfriend is my all time smoking partner and I'm afraid to lose him and what we have since my not smoking will change things a lot.
I've tried to quit smoking weed before I came to college and it made me miserable. I was depressed gained like 30 lbs and just slept. I couldnt do school work and had little interest in doing anything a side from eating. I don't want that to happen again. If Im going to quit I just want to feel ready to do it and be able to move on in my life normally. But then again, I guess you don't ditch an addiction of 7 years and not feel somewhat dejected afterwards. I'm worried I will become a b***h, that my boyfriend will not be able to tolerate me, that I wont be able to tolerate him being high constantly. Maybe when (if?) I quit he will cut down too and we can do this together? Wow, I am so nervous.
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I used to be a BIG weed head. I know it is mental because one day i drank a little before I did it and i was at least able to finish the whole blunt with my cousin. i just need help taking me back to where i used to be, in love with weed! now i also take 2-3 puffs and feel anxiety. sometimes I feel it right before I attempt to smoke, right before the blunt hits my lips. Is there anyone out there who can help us? I actually started to feel the derealization even when i wasn't high. I don't like these feelings I don't even smoke like that anymore, maybe 1 x a month and i only hit it 2-4 times.
There has to be a cure or a fix, my panic also lasted about 30 min then I would be fine, but i had a really bad one a couple of weeks ago, i was in the middle of having sex with my husband and I told him to get off me and ran to the bathroom to calm down, i had to talk to myself and tell myself it was going to be over soon. i started taking St. Johns Wort, that seems to help in my everyday life and it helps when I smoke, but i ran out, if anyone has any other cures let me know but so far, taking ST John's 2-3x a day ( the kind from Vitamin World) helps me get back to normal. I never want to be on those perscribed meds, I don't want to get addicted or become a zombie. Please, if anyone has any solutions, don't hesitate to write them here!
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When u smoke pot... u are someone else... defenitely, something in u changes... whether it's feeling more relaxed, or in the worst of cases, more anxious... u are someone else. But why more anxious. Let me go back to what I said about being someone else when smoking weed. I started smoking weed years ago. I'm a 22 year old male, and I first smoked @ 16 years. ever since... I did it very regulary for a couple of months until i reached the everyday train... I smoked pot everyday for years... I began to BE someone else.. someone who was high all the time... and not in real life. Pot was always great.. even when i started college at 19... it still gave me a little paranoia in social situations... but it was never this intense as now.. AT THIS MOMENT... because yes.. im writing in this stage of panic attack right now. which is when i most understand it. So yeah... pot was doing fine; it wasn't interfering with my life.. i was responsible with my classes, did my workout... went to parties... weed didn't get in the way.. it was not until i was caught with weed and sent back home for 1 year to "CLEAN UP".. that the real panic attack started. I began realizing the differences between the days i didn't smoke and the days that i did smoke.... I ALWAYS KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG WHEN I SMOKED... THE SECOND I DID IT... SECONDS BEFORE THE JOINT HIT MY MOUTH.. SOMETHING WAS UP...I KNEW THAT!! I JUST NEVER PAID ATTENTION TO IT UP CLOSE...it all started as a weird social phobia that i could barely control.. but i did.. i did control it from time to time...I WAS STRUCK BY THE IDEA THAT... EVERYONE SEEMED TO ENJOY THEMSELVES BY SMOKING WEED... AND THAT I WAS HAVING THE WORST TIME OF MY LIFE... ITS VERY LOW.. TO ADMIT THAT MAYBE IN THE DEEPIST OF ALL SENSES... U SMOKE WEED TO FEEL IN... AND THAT IT'S UR BODY'S WAY (WHICH WE HAVE TO UNDERSTAND ITS VERY POWERFULL) TO TELL UR MIND THAT UR DOING SOMETHING WRONG... THAT IN REALITY... THATS NOT WHO U WANT TO BE... LISTEN PEOPLE... WE NEED TO LET GO OF THE SENSE THAT POT IS THE "GREEN PLANT"... THE "PEACE PLANT".. AND WHATEVER SLANG TERM U WANT TO USE... REASEARCH IS JUST STARTING TO SHOW EVER MORE AND MORE ARTICLES RELATING MARIHUANA AND PANIC ATTACKS... IF U FEEL BAD DOING IT.. STOP DOING IT... UR BODY AND MIND ARE WISE... SOMETIMES I EVEN SMOKED POT RIGHT BEFORE GOING TO BED WITH MY GIRLFRIEND... I SMOKED A BOWL (SHE DIDN'T APPROVE OF ME SMOKING) AND WHEN I GOT TO BED AND THE WEED STARTED TO KICK IN... A TERRIBLE PANIC ATTACK... AS IF I WAS GOING TO DIE... KICKED IN... ERECTION FAILS (DUE TO BODY'S NATURAL RESPONSE) WHEN U ARE FACED WITH A LIFE THREATENING SITUATION... AND AS WEIRD AS IT MAY SOUND... THE PANIC ATTACKS DUE TO SMOKING WEED WERE THAT STRONG... MY ERECTION WAS IMPOSIBLE AND I STARTED SHAKING...AT FIRST I THOUGHT THAT I HAD SEXUAL PERFORMANCE ANXIETY... AND THAT THE WEED JUST TRIGGERED A DEEPER PROBLEM... BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT WEED CAUSES THE SAME STRONG PANIC ATTACK WHEN IM NOT INVOLVED SEXUALLY.... AND SOMETIMES... DAYS GO BY THAT I WALK AROUND WITH THAT PANIC IN MIND AND HEART... BECAUSE THE CHEST.. THATS WHERE U FEEL IT THE MOST... RACING LIKE A MILLION RABBITS... SHORTNESS OF BREATH.. BLURRY EYES... DEPERSONALIZATION!!!!!!! COMPLETELY OUT OF URSELF AND INTO SOME OTHER "BEING".... MAYBE THATS THE WORST... BECAUSE ITS THE ONE THAT HITS IDENTITY DIRECTLY... AND THATS BAD NEWS... WE CAN LOSE OURSELVES WITH WEED... WE BEGIN THINKING THAT ITS NORMAL TO FEEL THAT.. THAT EVERYBODY FEELS IT.. AND THATS MISTAKE NUMBER 1... WEED WORKS FOR SOME... AND FOR SOME IT DOESNT
... MAYBE PANIC ATTACKS JUST SHOW US EARLIER THAT WEED IS NOT GOOD FOR US.. AND THAT THOSE THAT DON'T EXPERIENCE IT... MAY JUST BE CREATING SOME OTHER SERIOUS ISSUE IN THEIR BODIES, THAT THEY THEMSELVES ARE NOT AWARE OF... WHO KNOWS?... THE ONLY THING I CAN TELL U IS THAT PANIC ATTACKS BECAUSE OF POT ARE REAL... IN THE SENSE THAT THEY HAPPEN AND THEY ARE RELATED!!!... BUT UNREAL IN THE SENSE OF WHAT U BECOME... NEVER BELIEVE THOSE WHO TELL U THAT WEED JUST BRINGS OUT THE REAL U...IF U UNDERSTAND BY URSELF... THAT U LOSE PERSONALITY... U FEEL DEPERSONALIZED.... THEN THERE IS A REASON WHY U FEEL IT... PAY ATTENTION TO UR BODY AND MIND... THEY ARE WISE.. AND BOTTOM LINE.. STOP SMOKING POT AND LOOK FOR A HIGHER POWER (RULE NUMBER 1 FOR ANY ADDICT)... BECAUSE OUR LIVES BECOME OUT OF HAND... AND WE MUST ACCEPT A HIGHER POWER, WHICHEVER U UNDERSTAND IT TO BE, FOR HIM TO HELP US IN FINDING OUR TRUTH...FREE OF STIMULANTS... JUST BEING ABLE TO ENJOY... I JUST HOPE TO STOP SMOKING POT AND GET RID OF THESE PANIC ATTACS...LEAVE THE WEED... I JUST HEARD SOME GUY SAY TONIGHT THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR THE PLANT TO EXIST.. I SAY SOME PLANTS ARE ALSO TOXIC... HELL THERE ARE EVEN SOME PLANTS THAT U EAT AND DIE... SO WHY CAN'T MARIHUANA BE ONE OF THOSE? ONLY ITS KILLING U LITTLE BY LITTLE... JUST BECAUSE AT SOME POINT U FELT RELAXED WHEN USING IT? I DON'T THINK SO.... GIVE IT A THOUGHT. PEACE.
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its not as bad as it was on day 9 to 11 but its all still unreal
a blurr in the sense
I still want to smoke pot, but Im not sure if thats me wanting to smoke pot for myself, or being able to smoke pot as a sociel thing (not to fit in cuz I dont care) but when I was smoking I loved meeting other stoners, and just not even knowing them that well but having one interest that could make us good friends off that bat. This is tuff learning how it is to function, and start conversations without pot being number one in it, because usually that is how I made friends, or met people, and or got along with some.
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Anyway, I've always believed marijuana proves something about oneself. If there is a problem with my mind when I smoke, I'm far too anxious normally. Taking this into consideration, I've been looking at smoking as a challenge: something I can only do if I change my everyday thinking.
I walked in my gf's room one day, she had this crazy weed she said. I normally just chill out and drink lately, but she wanted me to try this stuff so I said whatever, I'll do it. I took 1 hit and F*CK, I coughed for near a full minute which is very unusual. The coughing made my blood speed up and immediately I felt crazy. Higher than ever before. Heart began racing. My gf had no clue. She asked how I felt and I just had to say I'm freaking out. My chest started hurting, the marijuana confused all my perceptions though. Pain is something I never fully understand while high to that extent. I kept grabbing my chest and laying back on the bed. My vision was fading to white at a couple points. I grabbed out at my gf's hand because I thought I was going to die. And the fact that I was high, everything was intensified. I could see my death occurring and my fear multiplied beyond my own comprehension. That was the worst part; I learned a new level of fear and infinitely beyond that. All the while I was feeling a pain in the center of my spine, white palms, freezing cold, heart racing, my entire body was randomly twitching.
Now, a few weeks after this I still feel like my mind is screwed up. I've been getting unusual pin and needle feelings all over at random points and I feel a faint aura of impending doom around me.
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This advice is for everyone who wants to smoke weed without any anxiety and panic attacks.
Take 30 mg of citalopram (celexa) everyday..like in the morning, then smoke weed in the evening or at night..you wont have any panic or anxiety attacks..this is due to the reason that citalopram reduces your heart rate and thus makes u more relaxed. This will prevent you from having any anxiety or panic attacks while smoking weed. This is a proven way and I hope it helps everyone like it has helped me!!!
Good luck!
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