Hey, i'm 18 from UK and i quit smoking weed during August of 2017. I originally quit smoking weed because i was with a friend one night and maybe we smoked too much? i don't know but it was about 4 in the morning and neither of us could sleep, so we decided to go in to my garden and have a joint each. Everything was fine until i went to go to bed. Everything seemed really loud in my head, i kept hearing noises in my head, nothing like voices or anything like that, but i kept hearing a song in my head really loud and it wouldn't stop playing over and over and over and over again as if i had a pair of headphones on. I really freaked out eventually because it just wouldn't stop. Once the music had stopped playing in my head i could hear everything really loud, it was as if everything was in high quality all of the sudden. overall my head just felt really weird and it was freaking me out to the max. I have had bad weed experiences before hand as i was a stoner for about a year straight smoking every single day all day, but this was like nothing i had ever experienced. I originally started smoking after a bad break up and my mum also going in to hospital after having a stroke, i was so upset and it seemed like weed really helped to calm me down. So it's now July of 2018 and i have been EXTREMELY paranoid about everything, i cannot sleep at night, i have been depressed as f**k, i have no motivation and my head feels really weird. My brother has Schizophrenia and i have heard people say weed can develop Schizophrenia. I was in such a bad state i dropped out of college because everything seemed to freak me out, i constantly feel like i may have a mental problem now because of the amount of weed i have smoked over time. Then again another part of me feels like that i am just paranoid about everything. I currently have no job, don't attend college or school and i'm stuck inside all day so i feel like these factors contribute to my paranoia. I really do miss smoking because it did help me sleep at nights, i had great laughs with my friends and it was just overall a really nice experience. I want to go back to smoking but not hardcore just now and again. The problem is i have tried smoking a few times since and every time i freak out. I would like to know if anyone thinks this is a mental problem the weed has developed or if the weed has just made me paranoid and this reaction is normal, would getting a job and going out every day help my head feel better ( I am trying to find a job by the way :P). Just any advice or opinions would be a great help. Thanks all. -H
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