last year i made a very wrong decision i took admition in wrong institute i hate it a lot since thn my lyf is changed i hate my lyf cuz of this i m alone all day, i hate human beings, i don't talk almost all day long whn i made tht decision my mind was in delimma i asked my family members they did'nt guid me now i m considering myself a bigest jerk i thing i m in depression i always wish for death my mom says i m mad since i took admition they dun understand me i m not even ready for my exam i dun want to give thm wht shld i do ???
For your next exam , I would START WRITING IN ENGLISH. Please, or whatever language you speak! This annoys the HECK out of a Honors kid( me). If you want to do good start studying and not in ( i, lyke, shld, cuz). This makes you sound like a 10 year old.
Onto your depression, I think you should get your family together for a meeting. Tell them you are going to start trying to be happier, with or without depression drugs. Talk to your family about your perspective on life. Tell them HOW HARD it is to want to live. They will help you, and them, understand what you are going threw! You probably weren't convincing enough.
YOU aren't alone! NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE! It is only for the weak, and YOU ARE NOT! You can and WILL be happy! It takes a while , but if you try hard, and don't give up on hope, life gets better.
Your parents only want you to be happy! You don't have to get them anything. Only love! Be yourself...
GOOD LUCK
thanks for ur reply :-)) but can u please tell me that was my decision wrong because since than my life turned in wrong way my education skills are gone whenever i take my books my eyes become blur and i can't even study
no porfessional, but have you gotten your eyes checked lately? maybe your vision has changed! Most people strart getting glasses when they are older.
Also, before studying take a deep breath. relax, and don't worry. Life is great! close your eyes for a minute then start. make sure you get lots a rest, a terrible night sleep won't make you focus better.
you should go to the eye doctor for forthere help on your eye problem.....
hope this helps!
ok I will thanks :-)))))))))))