Long story short im 19 and had P.E ever sense i can remember.  Sometimes when i make out with a female i can bust or if she sits on top of me when we are making out or even just in general sex i cant last.  Because i know i have this problem and cant find a way to solve it i tend to stay away from females now. I dont even get an earge to really even try to get a girl friend or talk to a girl because i cant do anything With them and at some point its going to lead to that. It used to be i  start to talk to a female but once it comes to sex and everything i usually break up with them or leave  because of my problem. But i don't want to leave them  like my ex was perfect its just my p.e problem made me stop wanting to go to her house because i would bust in my pants  or just because i knew it might lead to sex. The females ive been with never noticed i had it because i would stick to fore play and eating them out for awhile but once it comes to sex i would have sex with them then after i bust in no time  keep going till im soft then make up some excuse to like get up and do something or use the bathroom .but i just talk my self out of liking females or talking to new females, because of my problem and it happens to often and it started playing into depression. Knowing i start to not like a girl once it really comes down to getting in the bed or just in general cant do anything with them just sucks. and of course you could talk to the girl about your problem but its not that easy.   Another thing i worry is that a female who has already had sex and then will come to me and find out i cant even really have sex is depressing to. That make me usually stick to girls a year younger then me at the time i was 18 i usually talk to 17 year olds because they were virgins. But that was in high school ever sense then i haven't talked to females at all really because of my problem. This is the only place that knows about my problem. Now  i stick to my self and i distanced my self from family and just in such a deep depression hole about everything but im pretty sure the root the my depression starts with my premature ejaculation. How does one go about solving P.E for good. I tried pills it didn't work. When i was with my ex i tried thinking about different things but that will make me go soft and even then i would still bust early. The only was i might be able to last long is if i drink alot of alcohol and even then is like a 20% chance of working. I just want to be normal. And it sucks because i have alot to offer and all my exes just woudnt understand why i didnt talk to them or why i did the things i did and just in general why we broke up which was because i had P.E the whole time.