I have had this disease for more than 40 tears! I am not proud to say but marijuana would in the big picture be very less hurtful to people like me. It is very easy to say that this and booze etc is wrong. We are dealing with many more hell issues than most can imagine. I test my blood 5 to 6 times a day. Why can I not have some weed that makes me feel better, keeps me from booze, and makes me happy at home. Before you judge someone realize my life is not yours but I still deserve happiness! Jim