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I appreciate your advice, because knowing that I must quit is scary. Many years ago I was introduced to the love of my life, MaryJane. Though a 'functioning addict' and holding down a full time job for the past 32 years, I have not been a completely present parent and for that the guilt runs deep. If you have been a moderate to heavy user for many years, you know that your selfishness has affected those you love in life, maybe those you are responsible for in life, AAGH. Not to mention what I could have done, all the great meals I'd planned to make for my beloved family, all the family parties I missed, theater tickets never picked up at the window, sending pitance to my favorite charities instead of volunteering; I have always been on the perimiter, peeking in, choosing instead, the seduction of sweet, heady Maryjane and her escape.
All this will change, I am planning, armed with good advice by generous people such as yourself, to rid myself of the desire to smoke marijuana. I am wondering if laser therapy will work, as it has for my pals' nicotene addiction, these women were cig smokers since puberty! But here, it is the sedative that allows you to completely ignore the things that make you upset, but also, the things that make you live fully and be all that you can be! Sure, I feel creative when high, but that does not last, unfortunatley for me, the lethargy lasts, I veg out, making excuses to myself for not living my life after 5:00p.m. Soon I will no longer have the financial resource to justify buying mother nature. It is sad that it took this (oh yeah, and a few bouts will respiratory scares where I would stop for a month or so) fact to make me plan to stop. I adore my family, and now I will also become more present in their lives, and that will surely be a 'present' to me. Although terribly remoreseful to my family, and also god, goddess, Buddha and the universe, I will begin to forgive myself when I am taking the journey of recovery and giving of myself to those who need me. THANK YOU once again, for your input!
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It was a really nice read but it didn't help me with my condition. I've been smoking weed since I was 16 years old and started college. I used to bong the block kind with tobacco with my college friends. Did this for about 2 years then decided to quit cold turkey. I felt very rough and sick for about a weekend but come the first day of the week I was back to normal. Then I started smoking pure skunk from a pipe straight into my system with no form of a filtering system. Now I've been smoking on and off forlarge amounts of time. I'm going to be turning 30 in April and I quit about 2 months ago, at first I had loads of energy whilst feeling hung over. Now it feels like I wake up stoned. My body feels rough with constant fatigue. For those that don't smoke it's like I feel hung over like I've been drinking heavily every night. My body shakes all day but it's mild. I toss and turn, I can't get comfortable at night and wake up easily. I've got no motivation because when I stand up still all my body wants to do is sit back down or lay down. I've been following suggestions online like drinking plenty of water, taking vitamin pills and excersising a lot. None of this is making me feel better, I'm feeling worse and worse. At the moment I feel a pressure all over my body, this is the main thing I can't seem to shake. I'm also starting to feel very sick in my stomach like I am always wanting to throw up. I'm started to get scared because it's been so long sinse I quit and it's not showing any signs of getting better. Excersising is very hard when all you want to do whilst stood up is to sit down again. Today I burped hard and puke went into my mouth. I've made posts on other websites and all I get are conflicting replies, it would be so nice to get some solid advice from someone else who has been through the same thing as me and could help me from personal experience. Please help, it feels like my body is shutting down and I'm going to die. Oh! I've been having mild form of paranoia like when I go running I feel like someone is going to jump me and stab me to death. So scared right now.
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I think you gonna feel better with time, but it takes time but i repeat: i´m no doctor, go to a therapist, a natural one i think is the best because there is no fast way to get rid of THC. No magic.
Good luck to you, to me and for all that are trying to quit.
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As I read this thread, I am on my fifth day of quitting. Most of the posts I've read here are inspirational, so many thanks there...
I am 28, and I was a mj smoker for 10 years, high all day, every day. Zero exceptions. The only days I didn't smoke green was when the bag was empty and I was in between getting hooked up. When I didn't have green, I would scrape my pipe for resin. Horrible tasting but it did the trick.
Quitting has been difficult because, when I smoked, I never experienced the same loss of motivation. I was a straight-A student as a smoker. My interest in reading, performing basic tasks, and attention to minute detail was heightened by smoking, and now I am experiencing a loss of motivation because I do not smoke. My reason for quitting is that the degree program I have been preparing for for 2 years now requires a drug test. Due to my diligent preparation for this program, I am taking zero risk of failing the urinalysis. As I was extremely functional as a daily smoker, being sober seems very foreign to me. And scary.
I haven't lost my appetite much, as others here have mentioned, but I have cold sweats and shivers at night. My dreams are extremely vivid but not enjoyable; two nights ago I dreamt I was in a shouting argument with buddies I haven't seen since high school. These are the same friends that I began smoking with. That dream is definintely NOT a coincidence! Furthermore, my anxiety after quitting is currrently through the roof. My partner still smokes, but is very supportive of my decision. She keeps the pot out of sight and steps outside to smoke. She has been supportive amidst my anxiety and irritabilty, so I hardly consider her an obstacle to achieving my goal.
Gradually smoking less seems to be the choice for some on this thread, however cold turkey was my decision. I quit smoking cigarettes cold turkey over 4 years ago, so I know my willpower can get me through this. I suppose what is most difficult about quitting is that, unlike others on this site, my relationships and performance did not decline. That may seem like denial, but my performance at school, work, and home support that assertion. Quiting ciggs for me was much easier than quitting mj...crazy.
In the end, after this drug test in three months, I am not certain if I will continue to not smoke. That uncertainty makes this time in my life difficult, because my productivity has sharply declined since quitting. Logic tells me that I will be back to my old self after my body and mind have grown used to the absence of THC, but my heart isn't so sure. I guess I'll just have to keep the faith, and know that quitting pot to begin training for a new career is much more important than meeting my immediate, self-centered needs.
Thanks to all who have taken the time to share their experience in quitting or considering it.
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I want to start by thanking everyone for their insightful responses.
My friends and I discovered marijuana in early middle school--age 14-15. I am now 21, and preparing to apply to a nursing program. Urine testing is a common occurrence in any medical field, especially nursing. This puts me in a predicament. Should I quit smoking marijuana? Or, should I consider other academic avenues? The answer is simple, and firmly based on the fact that this world requires money to revolve; I gotta quit the dope. That aside, marijuana drastically affects my short term memory and work ethic. Which brings me to my point, I've thoroughly read all of your comments and have compiled my own list of recommendations that I will personally adhere to.
#1. Avoid tempting situations. I think this point should be priority. This doesn't mean permanently isolating yourself. Explain your intentions and leave it at that; a good friend can appreciate your situation. If time and differing interests separate you, so be it. It's ultimately for the best.
#2. Find healthy alternatives. Once you quit smoking, you'll realize how much time marijuana consumes. Fill this time with exercise, as Quantum recommended, or anything else that interests you and is also healthy.
#3. Encouragement. Quitting smoking can be arduous at times. Avoid relapsing by creating a support system that works for you. This doesn't necessarily mean friends or family, though they're probably ideal. Post-it notes and other friendly reminders all help to push you in the right direction.
I'm keeping my list short and to the point, as I find the simplicity easier to follow.
Much luck,
Me
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thanks for posting everyone. i am quitting. it has been 8 days, but i have had 2 lapses, one just now. i didnt get rid of my gear so i took two resin hits and feel worse after them. is this shame? ive never felt it before. i have been all day every day for 15 years. i was way depressed for the first three days, but i am slowly coming back to normal. i got my appatite back yeasterday, but f*** i eat nothing now. i have lost 5 pounds in days. i just stomped on my bowl and threw the shards into the trash. i should have done this before but i was weak.
i am on vacation now. i did not want to quit while on the job. i am woried about working sober. it has been a long time. i have friends who have never seen me sober. most people would ask if i was high when i wasn't. no one ever called me on being backed. ever. even my wife couldn't tell unless my breath stunk.
i miss the "f**k its" that being backed gave me a bit. now my fuse seems short. i hope it grows out with time. good luck everyone. i need some too. stay strong.
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